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I'm in my late 30s. As you get a little older, you find yourself not being nearly as attracted to aesthetics and stuff like that. They just don't matter nearly as much anymore. I like dressing punk because it's fun and different. I was dressing really conservatively for a while. And I woke up one day and I was just like "Damn.. I am freakin' BORED AND LONELY." Maybe if I wear something new I'll make a friend kinda thing. And it actually works! And that's fun!
Idk. Uhmm.. I was from a small town in Oklahoma and I was one of the only weird people. This was pre internet. So, just imagine. And I was from a broken home, which really screwed me up. BADLY. I didn't develop until way later - which is what's happening with like half the young people in the USA. Imagine. So, they rely on aesthetics to get like minded friends etc. blah blah blah.
When I went to the city I fell head over heels in love with the idea of a girl. She had an aesthetic that I hadn't had much exposure to and yeah.. I was in deep dark obsessive love with her. And she broke my heart every chance she could get.
Looking back on it, it's actually kind of funny to me. And I learned so much stuff that I'll never forget. And it's nice, because it comes with a lot of very hard learned wisdom. I have authority on sooooo much. So, I really need to be helping people who have gone through something similar.
I just want you to know, it will get better as time goes on. But it's important not to make too many awful mistakes when you're young. Because they will set you back and screw up your perceptions.
Just trying to help.
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Apr 12, 2024 05:50
And also, it's important to be intellectually honest and principled with your beliefs and values. It won't get you anywhere with girls, but at least when the big wake up call happens, you weren't lying left and right to get chicks. Which will ultimately bight some of these dudes on the a$$. |
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Apr 12, 2024 06:00 bite* wtf lol |
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Apr 12, 2024 13:40 Explain what you mean by “programming.” |
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Apr 12, 2024 14:04 Ohhhh... You know what I mean.. Propaganda, algorithms, mind control frequencies, electronic harassment. All the tin foil stuff. |
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Apr 12, 2024 14:06 That's why they call me Gadget. X^D |
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Apr 12, 2024 14:10 Shadowgate by Millie Weaver goes deep on it. But not too deep. And the whistleblower in it goes deep. But not too deep so as not to get himself locked up. |
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Apr 12, 2024 14:11 He's authentic too. I remember him from the early 2000s post 9/11 stuff. Really good guy. They can literally get girls with this technology to do disgusting things. It's pretty freaking crazy. |
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Apr 12, 2024 14:19
Imo it's kinda where all this is headed. Remember when Snowden revealed that they spy on us more than they spy on any other country, and it's a fact that their spying on foreign countries has never once stopped an attack. It's never stopped one here either. Not once.... |
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Deleted User Apr 12, 2024 22:47 Bro you’d probably love this song I wrote https://youtu.be/rq3CZBkCdq4?feature=shared |
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Deleted User Apr 12, 2024 22:53 This is the help I've been seeking. Thanks man. |
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Apr 12, 2024 23:33
I hope that helped. |
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Deleted User Apr 13, 2024 02:09 Hackers can clone markets on the darkweb. But they can't clone websites on the regular web. Or can they? That is the question... |
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Apr 15, 2024 15:23 Making a fake front end website is easier than cloning a backend server and database. But hackers can technically do both if you get root access to the server itself. But there largely is no point. Just make a mimic site to steal user credentials via phishing emails and links. |
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Deleted User Apr 16, 2024 02:46 Lost money 3 times out of 500x. Thought I was fool proof, but was fewled a couple times. Eh, thats why I only buy less than 3 grams. Got some nice pure, clear mdma btw. Tried it last night. Clean roll. Went to a metal show. Seen Haunt the Sleep. Excellent local band. |