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What's wrong?

SixMajin Created Jun 15, 2025 06:34
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Hey everyone I just had a little question that I hope some of you can answer, recently for the past few days I've deliberately been finding and listening to unnerving music or looking at horrifying imagery, it's like an obsession to this point, it feels like I'm desensitized from horrifying or dreadful topics in my life and I no longer fear things that I had prior phobias of,

I don't know if it's something wrong mentally or physically, this whole year so far I've almost died due to bad health problems and seeing that I'm still here in pain and suffering, I feel empty and lacking empathy for anyone else I care for anymore,

just the other week I heard one of my oldest friends I've known for 17 years was shot and killed, I felt nothing, I didn't cry, I didn't fly into a rage, I just shrugged my shoulders and walked away, he was my best friend, my brother and I felt nothing, what's wrong with me?

 

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Ryan Razorwire

Jun 15, 2025 08:59

Your glasses and goatee man.

SixMajin

Jun 15, 2025 17:01

The goateeo has been gone along time ago, old photo

SixMajin

Jun 15, 2025 17:01

Goatee sorry

Dr. Sus

Jun 15, 2025 17:11

God damn Ryan, bad time for s**t posting, lolol.

I'm wondering if it's some sort of subconscious way your brain is preparing you in the case that maybe you do pass? I hope ya don't, but we all will some day. As someone who's seen a lot of s**t, been through a lot of s**t, and studied a lot of dark s**t, I can say I've experienced similar feelings of emptiness, desensitization and lack of empathy at times. My condolences on your loss btw.

Are you open to the idea of therapy?

And idk if these health problems are a guarantee of not having much time left, but I know there's legal psychedelic assisted therapy in some parts of the world. If you're fearing the end, I know it's been quite beneficial for others. I hope any of this helps.

 

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