Does anyone have anything they like to do to distract themselves when they feel super disassociated or out of it like hobbies, games, music, what helps you when you feel like like throwing yourself into the sun
its a c**ktail of fixes for me, sometimes its video games and music together or writing which takes me into all new worlds where I can put myself into the shoes of the protagonist or antagonist depending on my mood at the time. I would say out of the two though writing helps the most with the disassociation.
Thanks for the comment, I make music on fl since I redownloaded after 8 years having used it a lot as a young teen but damn it's pretty next level with distracting unless you make something you hate
Absolutely burying myself in unfinished projects. Force myself to get ambient music playing and get the ball rolling on a lot of editing. Literally doing that right now. My future self will be glad to have something to show for this god awful time I've experienced.
Gym
Cycling (inc fixing them in masses. Used to have 20 bikes before mooving. Now have 6 mb. Make something unic ud enjoy is what I would recomend. Try carbon fiber).
Not so much motorbikes asIve crashed too many time to keep doing it without dying.
Art. New styles, experimenting with colours and ways to get inspired.
Old rusty cars. @_@ and bringing them back to life.
Making own furniture and drawing all over the house. Decorating stuff and having themed rooms.
Archery and just in general interest in old and weird weapons (gaming inspired mostly).
Collecting stuff and or restoring, moding it.