Hola! I'm Ryan from N.C. I'm born & raised in a small country town. I studied psychology a bit back when I went to an early college high school. I didn't further it. Life is rough like cat's tongue. If I knew I was going to live this long I would have taken better care of myself. After a dark time. I embark my search to find the one that completes me. However this search is not easy. Nobody is serious anymore so I'm contempt with being a mother to my cats
. Atleast they give me love. Besides, nobody wants to be with anyone that has lost their significant other at one point in their life. People want to compare themselves or compete with the dead, very shameful. In the end if we all explode, you & I are just one🙌. I play the guitar & mandolin, creating originals that are mostly instrumental. Words are hard to match with sounds even though I continue to work on writing & slowly improving my songwriting skills here & there. Plus I will just let the music speak for itself. Sometimes words aren't necessary, maybe it's the sounds you perceive from it that makes you have a relation to what you hear at certain frequencies. I have intense diversity in music, though it does mostly surround rock & metal. I also enjoy old school country, classical, bluegrass (because they be shredding on their instruments), folky weird stuff, & psychedelic things. I love to jam & go on musical journeys. I have done a few gigs before, but nothing steady. I enjoy cooking & food! I like going on walks mostly around nature places. I like to go to concerts, races, & wrestling events. I like art, about any kind really. I like abstract art because of the random, majestic, & unique things that can be portrayed from it. I've been to Japan & want to go back! I play Playstation sometimes. It does pass the time. I'm a better listener than a talker. Unique, shy, loving, & I can be randomly random! [x quédate chido!