*Goth
*Luciferian
*Chronic illness Goddess
*Demisexual, Pansexual, Sapiosexual
*Dominant
*Ancient soul
*Old romantic
I'm a Dominant woman and am mainly here to build connections and find those who are alike myself. I already have a partner but am looking for certain dynamics. I’m here to learn and evolve. I'm also looking for friendship.
Be warned that I despise bulls**t and those who are all about ego and selfish gain and I am not here to mess about. I’m looking for deep and meaningful connections with those who are truly genuine and worthy of such. I’m very specific about who I build bonds with and my time is precious. So, If you are going to message then only do so if you are one who truly makes effort to get to another as I will only speak to those who match my energy and standards. Come to me as you are because delving into the souls of others is a somewhat guilty pleasure of mine.
Though I have a strong sense of justice I assure you that it does not come from a place of “love and light”. I’m a very complex creature, thus admittedly it is not easy for many to truly get to know me. I do not come from a privileged background thus understand things that many others do not and get on best with those who do. I am no lover of society and will never follow the herd. I stand with those whom know true hardship and are not afraid to be authentic. I understand what it is like to be different and will never judge such, I will only ever judge someone’s true self and actions. I have chronic illness myself and am currently out of work due to such so am working towards being self employed. So do be aware of that before messaging me. I would rather not waste my time by speaking to those who are ignorant of the differences of others.
I am a Luciferian and by no means am religious. That being said, I do not believe, nor do I disbelieve in many things and can respect and learn from others views and paths. I am at times both spiritual and sceptical. Driven by senses and logic. Fascinated by all that is known and of course, the great unknown. I enjoy Psychology and philosophy and often crave intellectual, philosophical or weirdly wonderful conversation that spark the mind and tickle the senses. You do not have to be “typically” intelligent or have attended higher education. What I ask for is those who are authentic and can hold down a conversation as I disdain small talk and truly enjoy conversations where one can delve deeply into the soul, speak about each other’s passions and lean new things. I believe that it’s incredibly important to connect with and learn from other souls in life, whether that be through experiences of our own, others or more so, through lessons.
Yes, I say souls, at the end of the day, we are all souls and are all connected... Feel free to give your soul to me, I'll look after it I swear. I might have one hell of a sense of humour, who knows? and am obviously never sarcastic…
Though I may seem unnerving and too blunt for some. I do in fact have morals, empathy, manners, respect, passion and a heart. I do not deny that sadism as a dominant is a part of my soul but I am no monster like some may choose to believe. I am, at my core, a protector and lover but I am also a necessary evil to those who would wish me or those in my care harm.
My Interests;
Philosophy, psychology and Neurology. I find the human mind and behaviour to be fascinating and enjoy studying such subjects.
The paranormal; I neither believe nor disbelieve in such things. Once I was very spiritual. Now I rule with both that and logic and am interested in science and that which science has yet to unveil.
Luciferianism; Purely misunderstood by those who are not knowledgeable on the subject. Luciferianism is a path of light and dark, not “good” and “evil”. A path of pride, not arrogance and a journey of enlightenment, “Those who believe they know all, know nothing”, thus we strive to continuously learn and evolve. We bow to no one but ourselves. We are our own “Gods” and pave our own future. That being said, a true Luciferian does not believe themselves to be above or beneath anyone or “special. However, Many Including myself do believe and strive to be better than those who harm the innocent or harm without just cause. Us Luciferians know our worth and will only keep those in our life who meet the standards that we ourselves ordain. That merely scratches the surface of what this path entails but seen as people have already asked me to explain this, there you go.
Occultism; I am interested in anything along these lines, just ask.
Advocacy; I’ve spent many years studying people, myself, experiences, mental health and well-being as well as our broken systems. Though I am self taught currently. I intend to attend university to acquire the qualifications needed.
Art; All which is Gothic and Macabre. More specifically Romanticism, Pre-Raphaelitism, and the Aesthetic. I like those who truly feel Art. We who do not simply look, but feel, sense, observe and search for the hidden meanings behind each brush stroke. Art is a story.
Writing and Poetry; Similarly to the above, Dark Romantism, mystery, horror and Morbidity. I digress that I need to read more poetry. I have flirted with the idea of writing some myself and endeavour to do so in the future. I enjoy writing and do so often and a future goal of mine is to write a book.
Music; Goth, punk and post punk, darkwave, industrial, Symphonic metal, gothic metal, folk metal, black metal, classical, dark Ambient. I also enjoy Medieval folk or what I like to simple call pagan music. Such as Trobar De Morte, Faun, Heilung and many more. I listen to a huge variety of these types of music and tend to get lost listening to random songs.
Photograpgy; Who doesn’t appreciate photography? I do and am working on refining my… less than adequate skills in this.
Architecture; I enjoy and crave the exploration of old buildings, extravagant architecture, castles, graveyards and cemeteries but also find great peace when near the ocean. There are many places in which I intend to travel to.
Creativity; I craft jewellery using polymer clay, crystals and other natural materials and have a small shop online. This is pastime of mine currently but I am working on building it up into a business, albeit slowly.
I enjoy playing video games, like most of us. Though have admittedly lost the passion for avidly gaming currently but will still enjoy conversing about such.
*If you are to message me then do say something more than Hi. I find that incredibly uncouth and lacklustre. Rather, tell me about yourself at least a little or admittedly I shall not respond. I realise that I may be an acquired taste to some. So If you are shy about reaching out or unsure, send me a wink and if I think we could be a match then I shall message you.
