* I am an artist of many talents, my favorite being animation. I'm a rather sexual bisexual Wiccan Witch and Sanguine Vampyre. I am very open minded and accepting, but I have no tolerance for stupidity or drugs of any kind. A very down to earth enlighten, spiritual, nature loving, and Mother Earth praising person with the Aquarius and Dragon zodiac signs seeking a man or women.
Wiccan lifestyle/Atheist beliefs, agreed with Satanic theories and practices, bisexual, have gender issues and trapped, a "perky & rainbow goth" and 2D animator, non-judgemental nor hypocritical, always in pain, but never without a smile, and a lover of the dark Occultic arts and the ever so beautiful Vampyres.
I'm rather hard to get along with, because I'm a bitch when disrespected and can hold a gruge forever.
I have been stabbed in the back by so many so-called close friends, who stole from me highly valued things and made me homeless 3 times.
Never make a promise you cannot keep.
Needless to say it's very hard for me to trust anyone, but earn my respect and admiration and I will never cheat.
I am not shy or ashamed of my flaws. This is me. I change for no one.
As far as my interests in the physical goes:
I'd like to find pretty emo boys or girls. I like angrogeny in men. Piercings, tattoos, and Asians are some of the *****es I have.
* For fun, I like:
Creating any kind of art, watching crazy anime, gaming (RPG, online, portable, or stationed), running into perverted things on the internet, studing the Metaphysical and Occult, cosplaying at anime conventions, dancing at gothic night clubs and raves, going to Marilyn Manson concerts, geeking out about mythical stuff, and having strange rough s*x.
* The way I think:
I believe in all, but do not worship. I am not a "slave" and Fear does not rule me.
"Believe" and "worship" are two different words, with two different meanings. Never ask me if I "believe in God," because I will say "yes," then assume I live in fear and worship of Him. How evil and ignorant are you to judge and not know your vocabulary?..
Do not look me up and down, make a strange face, then hand me the Holy Bible. I will not read it. A BOOK will not change my preference in apparel.. unless it's very good catalog.
Do not ask me if I go to Church. I do not. I am smart enough to create my own sacred space where I sit and know that any Deity will hear me from anywhere.. if he/she is listening..
Do not tell me I should go to Church. The last time I went to a Church, the priest yelled, screamed, and even shrieked 'til his face turned blood red, only ranting about how inportant it is for people to be there, worshipping. It scared the s**t out of me. He was deeply and sincerely angry. That is NOT a place of PEACE, LOVE, PRAISE, and SAFETY.. I do not trust hypocrits..
I am currently single. Went through a break up, realizing I've been getting too hasty. I do NOT date posers, emos, and lost puppies. Have a mind of your own, do NOT copy me, know who you are when I ask you what you want or want to do instead of agreeing with me first, do not follow me everywhere like a starved dog (I already have too many stalkers and pets), If I am not obviously interested in you, do not beg to see me, speak to me, touch me, have s*x with me (you will not get it), or try to impress me by "changing" (I will NOT date an ILLUSION).
I have NEVER cheated on a lover and I do not intend to.
Blessed be.
♥
* Now here is something interesting. I was once asked about what brought to my sence of style today. So I'll share alittle bit of my background here as well:
What influenced you sence of style?
What is that one thing that changed your style to what it is today? Was it the music you listened to, friends, media, etc?
My answer:
"Black. The color black.
No music, friends, or any type of media made me become a goth and throw my world into an Occult ring. I was the only one I ever saw or knew who was like this.
It was when I was still a little child, I one day asked my father what his favorite color was (mine was pink at this time), and he told me "black." It seemed so strange to me. A shade that was not pretty, colorful, bright, or even techniquely considered a color to begin with in the art realm.
But I loved my father alot then, so I started to wear black clothing and surround myself with images of the dark. I thought if I did this then he would love me more.
Years and years later when I had forgotten about that moment, and my meer interest in the color was now a full Metaphysical lifestyle and sewn into my soul, I found out that he too had been goth in his youth. I was shocked considering the fact that there was no evidence of this. No pictures, stories, or clothes. He was normal, popular, a jock, and the son of a Christian Babtist priest and a Sunday School teacher. Until he met my mother.
My favorite color is chartreuse... surrounded by BLACK."
* Who wants Prince Charming?
I'd rather stay in this nice tower, with a view, alone with this black cloaked, long haired beast of a man who kidnapped me from my so-called perfect world of disfunctional.
He's rough, devious, bold, knows what he wants, takes what he wants everynight and doesn't care what you think about it, and let's me keep a dragon to keep the normal ass, virgin Knight-in-Shining Armor from smothering me in perfect lies.
This villian is WANTED in my village for a very 'pleasing' reward.
I am not a princess. I am the Queen of my dragon guardian here in my tower with no interest to grow my hair long enough for you to hurt me by ripping it from my roots, because I am the WITCH... devouring the hearts of the fakest in the land.
Happily Ever After doesn't Ever end Happily After beginning...
I am your poison apple.
