Platonic friendship only
Meaning No hook ups, no fwb.
Don't even try to waste time with me if you're just trying eff around you need patience to talk with me as well .
Food: Korean BBQ, sushi, ect
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Drinks: boba, coffee, tea ,water juice, smoothies
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Lovelytheband- Broken
You Said -Conner Price
Blackbear- I don't love me
Big Marvel- Twilight
Rosè- gone
Bts- heartbeat
Woosung(the 🌹) -face
Gaho ft villain- then
Keshi- skeletons
Keshi- right here
Keshi- the reaper
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In my head I can't help to think and wonder
In my head about things I ponder
Should I
Yes I put things on stand by
But am I that effort that will be important in the end?
So isolated that I just have to smile and pretend
I just don't want to anymore
What for?
In the end to be left
Or my heart taken theft
I try not to feel and block it
Not feeling I should be kept
So I will hide
All can be done with a family by my side
As much as things happened
I wished you haven't been gone
Should I follow you and go to that place far away?
Sometimes I feel like there not point of staying
When all it is is just the suffering
Everything so heavy i just don't want to go down like this
All I can do try to be strong
Even though all of this I'll never belong
Just another one that can't help to feel like this at times
Sometimes it feels bad that people looking like just commided a crime
When the all I can do when everyone isn't paying attention
Getting judged at time when you are trying sike one self
Everything things okay
Sometimes I think is it true or is a lie
All I smile and still feel like can't help it but to pile things and not think about it anymore
Tired of many things unmentionables
Can't be said since people overjudgment
Won't understand it
So just be like a undead
Just cherish what is now
We'll meet again and I hope by then that can be the true happiness
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Mood: been feeling like I need someone to grab me and hug me and tell me you will be okay you are strong and don't worry I'm here too
Is it bad that I feel so numb inside for so long
Why do you do this to me now starting to feel mixed feelings of happy yet sad yet heartbroken please go away let me be temporary feelings....v.v
Heartbroken i think I lost my bestfriend from misunderstandings.. I'm sorry
