I walk in the rain, a rain only I seem to notice, but I walk on, through the maelstrom of my soul.
My name is David but everyone just calls me Rain. Its been that way since jr high and I consider it my real name. I used to be an artist and romantic at heart, but now I write and dont really trust women enough to consider myself a romantic. I trust very few in general actually, people are treacherous, decietful creatures but there are some who dont fit that mold. Maybe the romance in my heart is just buried beneath the pain, just waiting for the right lady to awaken it from its slumber.
I have a barbed sense of humor and a smart mouth, I speak sarcasm fluently and Im not afraid to point out things I dont like. I would probably be considered the textbook definition of dark and brooding, Im very intense and cynical. I can laugh, joke and act goofy as well, especially among friends but I guess I just dont have as much reason to these days. I'm very open-minded, I like to talk, but I like to listen more. I like the feeling of knowing that someone special to me is pouring it out to ME. tearsintherain1985 at gmail.
I love music, it's an irreplacable part of my life, I listen to many genres, but mostly hard rock, metal, industrial and such. Nine Inch Nails is my favorite but I also like Manson, Korn, Him, Breaking Benjamin and many others. Im not much into country or rap but if thats your thing Im not going to hold it against you, most people dont like my music anyway. I enjoy playing video games alone, alongside someone or to show someone special a good story, I also enjoy watching them. I enjoy roleplaying (dungeons and dragons etc.) of any kind, I guess I enjoy the escape from reality whenever possible. Im also into b d s m and sado masochism, pain and pleasure are often times one in the same. Im dominant, but Id be interested in playing switch for the right girl.
if you want to know more about me I guess you'll just have to ask me, just keep in mind
I'm not your typical guy, and Im not for the average girl either.
As for who Im looking for..
I am looking for my mate, my partner. If I ever find her we will be unstoppable, back to back against the world. Im looking for someone very serious about finding the same thing, someone who will stand and fight for her man if it came to it. Loyalty, honesty, committment. Love, unending, eternal love. I want someone to believe in, someone who believes in me, someone who will push me to be the greatest version of me I can still offer, someone who likes to be pushed by me as well. I want someone who makes me a better man, I want us to make each other better, forever. I am looking for the Only one, the one I will share eternity with, nothing less. If you arent really serious or you are just looking for something temporary then we are Not on the same page At All. If thats not the case, if all this is what you seek, find me and I will protect you with my life. I will love you with all that is left of my heart, always. Ive been waiting all my life for you and I will keep waiting until we finally find each other or until my last bitter breath.