I'm currently coming out of a stupid crazy relationship that, in the end, drove me rather insane... however, I'm not yet ready to fly solo. I'm an ex-guitar player for the band I managed (and still kinda do) "The Black Widows," songwriter, and song mixer. I absolutely love bands like BVB, FIR, FFDP, BFMV, NYD, A7X, etc. I'm relatively shy when you meet me in person. But once I know you a bit, I'm bound to open up. I tend to keep to myself, unless I see the opportunity to reach out to somebody who needs it (aka the "advocate" type, as I call it). I'm a red, black, grey and navy blue person in the sense of colors. Fashion wise, I fit within the category of... well, emo: leather, band tees, the "Andy Sixx" hairdo (2011 Andy), ripped/distressed jeans, and bandanas.
Curtesy, kindness, respect, and friendliness are a few virtues that I hold high about myself, so don't be scerred to hit me up. I love conversation. I love talking to people. If you're interested, TALK DAMNIT. I'm not a biter. Chances are if I'm vested into you as well, I'll open up. I have in the past had an odd (and maybe an unhealthy) tendency to attach myself rather quick. I'm not like that anymore. I've gone through a thing or two that had the trust instilled in them stripped in an instant. I do have faith in everybody, but a bit of trust will be needed for me to be as transparent as you will probably need me. I'm no way is that a way of me implying that I'm hiding anything or sheltering secrets, it's just that I need to know what I'm dipping my toes into before I'm certain that things will work. If you like dry or punny/stupid sarcastic humor, I'll make you laugh. I'll travel a ways if I have to. I won't be going across state lines or across the country quite yet, but financially, I'll be at that point soon. I have my problems, we all do. I'm no saint in any way; but don't mistake that as me being an absolute delinquent. I had a past, but I'm looking into my future. I'm actively trying to make myself better every day. I'm passionate and have compassion. If you need a person to vent to or a shoulder to cry on, I'll be there. I'm not a rug - don't take advantage of my charitable qualities. I just got out of a relationship that I was over encumbered by that. I'm currently an EMT student, so I may be busy studying here and there, but I will ALWAYS talk when I can. I'm not busy all the time. If that, I'm not that busy much at all. When I AM though, it's important. I'll let you know when this happens.
Anyways. If you have any other questions, ask. I love answering questions about my personality and my past and whatever. I'm an open book. I'm KINDA hesitant about some things, but even patient with me. Feel free to message me \m/
