6'2
180lbs
Dark brown/black hair
Red/light brown facial hair
Blue eyes
Strong/athletic body type
Scottish/native mix
A bit about me:
I grew up dirt poor in NewBrunswick until they age of 14.
Most of my early childhood/teen years I was obese, I weighed almost 300 pounds by age 16 or so.
I was raised with violence, threats, pain and fear.
I lived in the USA for about 5 years from age 14 to about 19. (Indiana, Michigan, Ohio)
Being a pale obese Canadian half native boy going to high-school in the sates I got harassed non stop daily.
By the time we moved back to canada my mind was so far gone all I wanted to do was sit in the dark and hurt myself.
I was born and raised in hate and pain, and it's taught me quite a bit, what not to be like, and how important love, kindness, respect, and selflessness are.
But also to never let anyone treat me poorly or use me ever again.
I love god, but I'm not a huge fan of the corrupt organized religions, i don't push my beliefs on others but I do expect others to respect them.
Why I am here:
About 1-2 years ago my life fell apart due to mental illness, lost my woman, my house, my vehicle, my job, my friends, and every other thing I once lived for.
Starting over from scratch I guess, I've had a pretty rough 27 years so far just hoping to find someone to help make the rest of my years less painfully lonely.
I'm a good person, but I do suffer from severe depression, social anxiety, borderline personality disorder, paranoia, delusions, and even the occasional hallucination possibly schizophrenia and or borderline as they run in both sides of my family. Im trying not to let that stuff control my life, honestly I could use a little help.
I am looking for a loving, affectionate, kind hearted, faithful, patient, woman to spend the rest of my life with.
So if that's you please don't hesitate to say hello
