I love the smell of the rain. I walk in it any chance i get and I smile. It makes me happy and depressed altogether. Favorite color is a dark blue and also a dark green. My passion is music. I write songs and make beats. Wish I could sing and I jut picked up a guitar so I'm learning that. Love to cook and eat food. Pretty open to trying new types. Not big on sweets but I'd taste something to try it. I'm a new found cutter and it's not something I'm proud of but as of lately I haven't felt shame, or much of anything else for that matter. I'm in a pretty bad place in my life and sometimes I wonder if I will get out of it. Not really looking for a relationship anymore seeing as long distance is something no one is up for and the majority of girls where I'm at are not what I want, at all. The few I do have any interest in getting to know repel me like a freak because of the scars on my arms so I said f**k it, I'm done. Guess I make a good friend though. I'm a good listener and I give the best advice I can. Hmu up if you want to know anything else or need someone to talk to.