I am 20 I live with my mom and I hate it I want to move out and have fun but she wont I want a life I live in darkness I use to cut my wrist and now I don't I am wiccan and I love it I just do white magic that all I am a good witch. my dad I don't see him that much because he ruined my life because he broke up with my mom when I was 4 I think and now I don't talk to him or get along with him anymore because of it. I want to go to party and have fun with my friends I am 20 for god sacks I want to live for once.