i am Goth, most people feel that it is a choice to become so. It is NOT! it is something you grow into over time, due to death, grief, dissapointment, destruction and many other things in life that are to cause insanity to ones mind. for me being Goth is embracing ones love and longing for darkness and the things it brings.
I am 20, And at present . . . i am gonig through a very depressing and lonely time in my life. as of now i just need friends and some sort of a companion of sorts to help me through this difficult time in my life. i just want someone to be a companion to me. And by companion, i mean a Girlfriend, or something to love me romanticly. i long for a relationship. lonliness is a curse it seems that i am Damned to.
Thank You,
And i hope to see and meet you all soon,
Alexander Black
