Not really sure where to start. I suck at these

but a little about myself: i'm a very open, emotionally unstable person looking for love:/ if you can handle that, hit me up

i love reading, mostly about addiction and mental illness etc. I'm a pretty quiet person until you get to know me. I have a very hard time trusting people so I am always careful about what information I share with people. I've had a hard, dark past that still effects me to this day, but it has made me who i am. I will not change for anyone. I am very stubborn, have low self esteem. As you can see, i'm a very open honest person. I have a wicked sense of humor at the wrong times. socially awkward, but a diehard romantic. I am very emotional, inside my hard shells behind my walls. Just get to know me

btw.... if you know what it means to, or can describe yourself using the line "to write love on her arms" and your ok with someone who struglles with that, or you do, we have something in common:/