I listen to metal, emo/screamo and stuff like that. And I dress gothic/emo. Hence people outside tend to stare at me. Apperantly the rest of the world don't like the fact that I enjoy having markings with diferent kind of patterns down my face... And if people just keep staring at me, I growl at them just to freak them out even moreI am not beautiful in the conventional kind of way, but I have learned to accept myself, so I don't understand why it is soo hard for the rest of the world. Most people I encounter, romantically or in any other way, usually wants to change me. Change how I look/dress, change how I am, make me less blunt... But it's not going to happen! I am old enough to know myself, and I know that this is me. Take me as I am or get the f**k away!
This seems like a very hostile introduction, I apologize for that. Must be all thoose years of always having to defend my choices and defend my right to not be like "everyone else". As a person I am very laid back, I rarely get angry (I explode once I do, but shhhh ) and generally get along with people as long as they treat me with respect. My humour is sometimes very strange... sometimes childish, sometimes naughty and sometimes just morbid. I have my emodepressing moments, but I usually don't talk much then, I just write stories or poetry. Or just write down my deranged thoughts.
I love getting to know new people and talking to people about more or less any topic. Naturally more fun if I have at least a clue, soo talking about carenginees or math for example is usually wasted on me. This turned out a lot longer than I planned, sorry about that. But whoever might read this and might want to know more about me, you know where to find me. And I can't bite you through the internet anyways...
I've found my freak