Also have my hopefully secluded peaceful times.not much tho.but people...uh!server syndrome.So i guess determine my worthiness n get back to me.But for real....I was n a 5 year relationship that was real good but real bad.Were still friends.She aint my girl n I aint her man.But we do lookout f need be.I'm finding myself lately tryna figure out if I should just pick up and move to a BIG city with WAY more opportunities for careers a/o somewhere with a music scene worth breaking into.I've been all through this state and I've come to think that for a guy like me , it's not the most promising place for a long-term strategy.lol.I grew up rough and always into something.It was sink or swim from like 15.Got in A LOT of trouble untill I found myself completely alone at 21.But it's made me a stronger, more mature, and more appreciative guy.But I still walk as close to the line as I can without stepping on or over it causing drama or drawing attention.If I like a girl that likes me, She'll either be laughing or smiling at LEAST 80% of the time.I'm the most up front person, (more with guys), good or bad.I always consider a girls feelings before I respond with a truth that could make her sad or down.NOTHING worse to me than seeing a girl sad or crying.I always make people around me feel safe somehow without trying.Dont get me wrong.I'm not out to prove my anything.Been through that long ago.What I want is to meet a fun, outgoing, sweet, HONEST girl with a sense of humor.I'm always cracking jokes.lol.If theres tension somewhere I am , I've learned that making the two people that have the problem share a common laugh can (DOES) end all problems that quick.When I was like 15-24I used to love proving myself in every way.Always made some pretty serious claims about myself which required some serious proof.An unknown consequence that grew to be completely consuming.lol.Not worth the effort because as I later learned, it really doesnt effect me if I have haters .They'll always be there.I really can't describe me but I can promise you'll never meet another like me, and from what I'm told constantly, the things that set me apart are very awesome qualities.Old school.LOYAL!Honest.Won't cheat!The BEST guy to have on your side.I can read 90% of people like owners manuals on sight.Outgoing.Call bullsh*tquick.(lol)proof's in the puddin'.hungry?JK...couldn't resist!
On another note, I've always dreamed of having a relationship where I NEVER had to think twice about if I'm being lied to.One where we would be completely open with each other no matter the result.It's the only way to ensure fairness and equality in a relationship I think.
I dont need or necessarily want a relationship right this minute.Also not completely against it.Still workin on tryna figure out the complete right way to be.There's been girls that make my heart flutter, and girls that I know just want to have fun.I'd be lying if I said I was against either.But I seem to be kinda picky.lol.idk why.Just cant do what some of my friends do.lol.ridn mopeds on the low.lmao.But I do respect girls a lot.I'm secretly the sweetest guy you've ever met if I feel it with ya.But you'd never know it to come hang out with me until I knew I wasn't gonna let someone in for nothing.But like I said.I'm really hard to hustle.Already dealt with all the tricks on either end.So I DO know how it sucks to be optimistic about something that's a team effort when the other one's just blowin smoke.The other side too.So it's only fair I start with 100% honesty and trust.If it gets lost along the way, it surely won be a result of me.
Man, enough with the seriousness.I LOVE FUN OF ANY KIND!Life's to short to worry about the negative unless absolutely necessary.If you knew me, you would NOT believe this was me writing this.I KINDA make myself seem like I can't be hurt to everyone I encounter unless I see them as trustworthy, determined quik either way tho...., The ONLY way someone can make me feel pain emotionally is if you get in.I THINK that's the right way to go about it.But I've been wrong before.
ALSO, if I'm not JUST here for seriousness.If it happens ,AWESOME.But friends are not under-estimated.friends to me ARE my family...and good ones are HARD to come by around here at least.So either way if I sound like someone you'd like to know....Dont be afraid to hmu.My friends are all pretty much the same as when we were growin up.Stuck in the ways I left behind.So I can relate to almost anyone, except for the absolutely privileged.Not mad at ya, lol.Just dont know how that is.
WELL THATS ME ,like it or love it.jk. TTY
First Date
Whatever u say cap.lol.me....depends on girl im open...dinner movie....A nice night on beach .or a crowded day there.common interest .me lookin at u lookin at me lookin at u
....jk.sike , idk, im down 4 WHATEVER.Show me something I never knew existed!
