5'4", 33-26-34, 115lbs of awesomeness, my hair color is constantly changing, hazel eyes with an indescribible depth, super pale skin, freckles, not enough tattoos or piercings, literally covered in fancy scars.
I am sort of an odd ball and proud of it. Intelligent, thankfully, and not at all a sheep.
My interests currently include magic, blood, vampyry, rats, endorphins, energy work, scars, the moon, nature, foxes, insects, gypsy culture, wandering, chocolate milk, scalpels, sleep, cannabis..lots of cannabis
I don't have many friends. I don't keep anyone around who I don't "click" with. It is hard to find suitors when you're a bit of a psi. I really don't "get" humans. At all. I never have
I am extremely intuitive and in touch with my inner workings, my chakras, my energetic needs.
I associate as genderblind, I am "pansexual" and therefore my sexual attraction has few boundaries. It's about the person, not their assigned gender (whether it was assigned at birth, by society or personally)
Here is where I get crazy, I consider myself a psi vampire. Why? Because my entire life I have intentionally and unintentionally fed from the energies around me, from nature and from people (willing and unwilling) It is something I have managed for quite some time now and even when I desire to ignore it, the energetic needs remain. I love oxytocin, the love hormone, the chemical created when you use cannabis or have an orgasm, the chemicals required to give birth and bond with your baby (one of the reasons I choose birth work to dedicate my life to) Yes, I also have a blood ***** and enjoy bloodletting, bloodplay, fluid bonding in all it's glory. I love endorphins.
"I am dead because I have no desire, I have no desire because I think I possess, I think I possess because I do not try to give; Trying to give, I see that I have nothing, Seeing that I have nothing, I try to give myself, Trying to give myself, I see that I am nothing, Seeing that I am nothing, I desire to become, Desiring to become, I live."
Currently studying midwifery so I can be a homebirth midwife. I am also a genital integrity, birth, breastfeeding, human rights, vaccine activist.
I am an extremely dominate person in my day life, I have to wear the pants or at least share them. Submissive by night but change is in the works.
I have pet rats. Six currently, till the babies arrive. I love all of them (even the evil ones) more then most humans. Though, I still love foxes more.
I am a little ball of pickiness and issues, hot and interesting and crazy. You'll either love me or..you won't. Simple as that.
