Im not totally emo style but I wear all black and am deeply depressed. Im looking for a serious relationship which just seems so unattainable. I have had my heart broken more times that I can count. I want something real not some fling. I live in anchorage but I hate this place. Maybe there someone out there that would run away and start a new life with me. Im looking for someone thats tired of being hurt like I am and wont hurt me like everyone else has. I''m realy sweet and good looking guy, I dont get why no one will be with me, I guess im just socially inept.