I'm a pretty introverted guy who's quite chill for the most part and quite introverted but can still hold a normal conversation to a certain extent as I'm neurodivergent. I have autism, adhd, tourette and are dyslexic. Given my difficult childhood i was pretty much stuck in my room so my social skills are quite limited although I've learnt patterns.
I've been too self-sacrifcing in my life to the point it's become overwhelming but i still tend to try to be careful and kind to others and often prioritize people over myself. This has with trauma often caused anxiety and negative emotions in return, something i still struggle with especially with not being able to always read the room.
I've been trying to seek help for the past 6 years now and still really haven't gotten any help but after a 3 year period of false promises and disregard from the mental health care i decided to start with pills in hope of being able to have a normal life for the first time in 19 years.
But enough with that, my favorite bands are In Flames, Hiroyuki Sawano and Aimer and i kinda just vibe with whatever fits my mood tbh and i dont really have enough music for that either. On my freetime i spend time with friends online, every now in a while i visit 1 of the online friends irl. Usually i play video games mostly with friends and do some research here and there but nothing fancy as i do not have the capacity to do much studying right now but i'll definitely be getting my driving license once i am able to. I also enjoy anime but mainly because its what's helped me get this far and allows me to completely take my mind off things for a bit.
I used to go the gym for 2 years straight were pretty disciplined until i started depression meds 3 months ago where i didn't have the energy to continue unfortunately, especially since i just went cause i could rather than a interest.
I'd say some of my childhood interests are swordsmanship something i never tried but do want to when i am able to.
This sums things up shortly i'd say and i'm still discovering myself bit by bit although that is difficult.
