I can't tell if I want to keep this or remove it.
I have high functioning autism, I'm a very affectionate guy and I have a gentle heart. I am a pagan (wiccan) I have my own home and I have 6 pet rats.
I'm learning to drive and I hope once I pass I can then do more with life.
I want clear communication, no mind games, no silent treatment, if things get heated have it be us Vs the argument, not you Vs me. And we sit down and talk about the solution and how to improve.
Taking accountability if you or i f**k up, no deflecting or shifting blame, just be like "yep I made a mistake I'm sorry" we talk about it and that be it.
I want to actually feel like I'm heard, and that my voice matters, that when I have difficult days I'm not judged for it, I have CPTSD and Autism not every day is going to be sunshine and rainbows, sometimes I need to be in bed all day in a dark room to regulate and just be cuddled. And if you have a difficult day I'd do what you need too, it's about understanding one another.
Not raising voices at one another in petty arguments, I can understand arguments can get heated but I don't want to have someone screaming at me directly in my face again to the point I'm shaking.
I want to actually have someone take the time to communicate and look into ways to communicate better, as I would do the same.
I want someone who would actually make plans together, like going on dates once a month minimum, or doing Halloween and Christmas activities together too.
I want someone who will let me do things for them and not always expect to be in control of things. I want things to be equal y'know??
All that I want out of a relationship, is clear communication, no mind games, if there's conflict it gets solved, have someone be happy being with me and showing people photos of us instead of hiding me like I'm sloth from the Goonies.
