STRICKEN

I'm a 43 yr old male 5'8 180lbs brown hair brown eyes. Tattoos and piercings but nothing crazy. Average build. I love music and playing the drums. I have been to a lot of rock shows and continue to go but really want to go with someone else. I buy ad sell storage units for a living and sell antiques online.I live in one of the northernest states Maine and have my entire life. I love the beach and traveling. Want to go to Scotland because that's where my family immagrated from. Love animals especially dogs.. never been married or have any kids. I wanted kids but I guess it wasn't meant to be unfortunately. Last relationship was over 2 years ago and that ended horribly with losing not only a best friend but someone I loved and thought she loved me back. Also lost the beginnings of a relationship with her son who was 8 when I met him. So if a guy says he broke up with the girl but fails to mention that he lost the child with the relationship then he wasn't really right for the relationship. I'm a really nice and sweet guy who hasn't been in too many relationships and my longest one was for 11 years and she was 12 years older than I and also had a child. So I have been through that twice and I don't want to do it again. I'm looking for a woman who I can share like minded interests with and potentially be a friend maybe more if that is what the other person wants. I don't need to be married or get serious with someone if they aren't feeling the same way. Just looking for someone I can laugh with,. Smile with Do things that we both have never done and want to try even if it's crazy to other people. I don't cheat or abuse women. Never have never will!! I don't play head games and really don't like headaches