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SUNDROJAN

40 - Straight

Burgundy, France

Oct 26, 2025 20:04

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

A few quotes to summarise who I am and how I think:

"Sometimes my thoughts cloud and it is as if the forest begins to take root in me and to think its old, eternal thoughts with my brain. And the forest doesn't want that humans come back." - Marlen Haushofer - Die Wand (The Wall)

"Beauty is a shadow; what you see is only a reflection of what I have lost." - Camille Monfort.

"What makes the night in us can leave the stars in us." - Victor Hugo.

"I am not what you think I am, you are what you think I am." - Buddha

Since I don't expect much from most people anymore, let's just say I'm looking for someone to talk to. That would be a lot.

But I won't hide the fact that I'd like more. To rediscover that feeling of happiness and infinite trust, someone I can tell everything to, someone with whom I can let my guard down. To know that there is at least one person in this world I can count on. I'm the passionate and symbiotic type. If you hold out your hand to me, I'll give you my arm. It's you and me against the rest of the world.
Who was the idiot who said romance was dead?
I'm a big dreamer.
My partner is my equal. We are two halves that form a whole, elevating us to a higher level.

My head is in the clouds but my feet are firmly rooted in the ground, and my body is just a string that vibrates at the frequencies of the world around me, both from an earthly and a social point of view. My brain is racing at a thousand miles an hour and I'm terrible at expressing myself; it's hard to put my thoughts into words. That's why in real life I'm rather taciturn. But if I get along and feel completely at ease with someone, the little boy inside me, will reappear. And that can be fun.
In fact, I prefer to be alone most of the time, because I have nothing to say and few people interest me. It's quite hard to feel different, to feel like you belong nowhere in this society.
That's why I spend my time in Nature, hiking in forests and mountains. I prefer the company of non-human animals.
Sometimes I don't necessarily feel like moving around. I also enjoy cosy afternoons watching a film or a serie with lots of little things to nibble on. If, on top of that, the person I love is in my arms and we're cuddling, it would be a real little piece of heaven...
I want to smile and see someone smile tenderly at me again.

I'm simply a solitary cloud seeking its celestial wind.

I take care of my darkness as well as my light. It's all about balance and equilibrium. Bliss comes from within.

A healthy mind in a healthy body.

I'm simple, minimalist, slow life and open minded.

Music is a huge part of my life.
I'm into black metal, (dark) ambient and (neo) folk. I'm quite open though.
I do not like festivals.

I don't have children and I don't want any.

INTJ-A

I hope you don't need your eyes to see clear.

I like:

Making music, walking, hiking, reading a good book, spending hours looking for the right angle to take a nice photograph, being in the mountains and feel this peaceable violence, standing under a fresh wood near a phtalocyanine green lake or contemplating the ocean meditatively, a good herbal tea to relax my mind, watching the clouds go by and observing their shapes, the smell of the rain and listening to the story of each drop that falls, looking at the waves of wind that gently caress the fields and being attentive to the quivering leaves of the trees to understand their songs, to lose myself and my thoughts in the nocturnal sky...

I don't like:

Modern civilisation and all its intellectual and materialistic excesses.
Artifical intelligence.
Natural stupidity.