I've been in here a few times before.
I am looking for something serious. Cuz I am tired of fakes. I also like that people r direct with me, and open about what they feel. I respect peoples boundaries, and Im very caring, when people let me.
My hobbies:
Gaming (Mostly singleplayer games, cuz.... Im single, so it fits like glove
)Playing in band (Im playing in a band called Coal Acid. We play alot of Metal, Punk, Emo, Viking Metal)
Music (My favorite bands/artists is Black Veil Brides, Peyton Parrish, Voluspa (The band Voluspa), Lø Spirit, SKULK (A Norwegian Alternative/Rock/Screamo band from Trondheim, Danheim (Its a Dark Folk/Electronic Folk artist)
Makeup/Fashion (I like to dress in both Emo and Viking inspired clothes, and mostly Viking inspired makeup, but sometimes I just go for a plane Emo look)
Photography (I like taking alot of pictures ^^)
Filming (I have a YouTube channel called MAGNAROKs Channel, where I make alot of fighting videos)
Hærkamp (Hærkamp is a type of Reconstructive Martial Arts all the way from the Viking Age. However we do not know how the Vikings fought, but we have a manual with Sword and Buckler from the 12th century ca 200 years after the Viking age. I.13 is the name of the manual. So we do alot of speculations on how the Vikings COULD have fought, considering the laws of physics, how the round shield and the viking sword works, aswell as the polearms (Like the one handed spear, two handed spear, and the two handed Dane Axe) And the weapons that we train with is of real steel but unsharpened and reenactment-safe blades. Its an intense kind of sport/martial art, so its not for everyone. But its damn good for the physical health, aswell as mental health.
I actually wrote two song texts. The first one is about Trauma Bonding and the second is about finding a way to get out of a bad relationship.
1. Cried an Ocean for You
"Dont say
Cry me a river
When I cried an ocean for you
Now I am drained
My eyes are redstained
The ocean is dry
Only sand remains
The Endless wasteland
Of emotions lingers in planes
I will find a way
I will find a way (I will find a way)
To release myself from your chains
The empty words
Broken promises
Lies through smiling teeth
Truth made it hard to breathe
Dont say
Cry me a river
When I cried an ocean for you
Now I am drained
My eyes are redstained
The ocean is dry
Only sand remains
The Endless wasteland
Of emotions lingers in planes
I will find a way (The empty words)
I will find a way (Broken promises)
I will find a way (Lies through smiling teeth)
I will find a way (Truth made it hard to breathe)
To release myself from your chains"
2. Fix You With Love
"I thought I could fix you with love
But the only language you knew
Was the tongue of the Serpent
The poison felt like ecstasy
Then it turned to addiction
I couldnt leave my bed
Before you burried your fangs in my neck
I kept on going
Thinking that theres was still hope
But your words was like razorwires wrapped around my throat (Like razorwires)
I tried to speak
And when I opened my mouth
Your grip around my throat tightened
But with every heartbeat
I still thought I could fix you with love
The poison felt like ecstasy (fix you)
Then it turned to addiction (fix you)
I couldnt leave my bed (fix you)
Before you burried your fangs in my neck (Save me!)
How could I be so naive
How could I be so naive
How could I be so naive
That I thought I could fix you with love"
For the record, I am a sub when it comes to s*x.
Well met ^^