If you're struggling, reach out. Even if you're not looking for a partner or even a friend. I can at least tell you I'm proud of you. To still be alive. To still be trying. I know this site is filled with terrible people. Life is already hard enough. A word of encouragement can go a long way. At least it does for me.
I am a spook loving man. I spend my time looking for anything spooky that makes my boy heart happy. Movies, music, video games, comic or books. I have some of the bands I love down below. Some movies I love are From Beyond, ReAnimator, Bride of ReAnimator, Dead Alive, The Void, In The Mouth of Madness, Hellraiser. I'd share a pic of my horror collection but this site doesn't want me to post pics without me in them. A few of my favorite authors are Stephen King, Clive Barker, Juni Ito. I also have a discord, ksarg1988.
I try to meal prep and exercise. I love to go for walks or hike. I used to visit breweries but I've greatly decreased how much i drink nowadays. Alcohol really effects my body now and it doesn't help me towards my fitness goals. Don't smoke as much either but I'm still very 420 friendly. I love coffee, thrive with conversation. I enjoy antiquing, finding weird things to add to my desk.
I built 2 computers, one running Zorin, a Linux os. The other is Windows 11. I use the Linux more, trying to get accustomed to it. Been learning how to develop indie video games, sound design anything really that catches my eye. I wrote a book and am in the process of getting it published. I might just self publish though, we'll see. I'm a full time auto tech, part time custodian. I'm currently addicted to getting tattoos. I enlisted in the USAF at 17 and was medically discharged at 19. I had a therapist I saw regularly but she didn't think that was necessary after a few years so she's on call now. I'm very new to the alt scene and I thought I'd try at making my clothes but I'm no good with a needle and thread so it's taking me awhile. I keep looking for something from a store that will let me show off my tattoos but no luck yet. Any recommendations would be greatly appreciated.
I'd love any horror recommendations, new or old. I'm always on the hunt for stuff no one seems to be talking about like Extro or Screamers. I should add, please no recommendations for rape/revenge movies. I don't have the stomach for it. Gore, body horror, that's fine. Or something like that mom and son merging in Color Out of Space it's dope.
I am a reformed right-wing extremist, I don't have room for that anger anymore. Now, I'm an exhausted bleeding heart, feminist and a romantic. I'd really like to find friends who love that spooky goodness as much as I do. It's so difficult to find friends. Someday, I'd love to find more. I'm the meantime, what's a recent horror movie you saw that you loved? What is the movie or movies that you don't understand is so popular?
