I dont fit into this community traditionally but im not understood mentally, sexually and emotionally so im tired of that. I have worked in emergency services since I was young, seen messed up stuff, been through messed up stuff and in return have a unique personality that I feel most people dont understand creating a difficult time finding a meaningful relationship. So here I am a 23 year old Firefighter/EMT in nursing school who loves gaming (PC) mainly, a big animal guy with a current elderly golden retriever. I a very cynical individual with a sense of humor that creates spit your water out moments more than casual joke telling. I have dreams, I have aspirations and goals and im tired.... so i sleep alot