mid thirties year old vampy looking non-binary starving artist industrial musician and philosophy graduate. Looking to see if there's anyone out there who shares my interests and can help me escape a life of solitude
I am mostly interested in having friends because people are not to be trusted but i would like to date and live with someone someday soon, preferably someone that lives in the city and likes to go to events and concerts and dress up. I am not attracted to "men" but as a nb person I feel the need to include it because there are other nb people out there. I have and do identify as transgender and my concept of gender identity is complex due to what I have endured for being different.
I'm incredibly complicated with deep intricate lore. I long for meaningful connection with someone. I live the expected life of a loner and social outcast longing for human connection. Like a cryptid in the movie Splice, I've always felt alien. Trans, inters*x, nonbinary. The terms change over time with each generation. Oh to be an ignorant and confused teenager again. What bliss. My identity has always been a struggle and music has been my means of survival. I create to define my own existence.
I long to transcend the flesh. Need my body augmenting efficiado player 2 gamer goth alpha tom boy bisexual nonbinary pixie queen. Also I need cats. I'm like a lost little cat that needs to be enslaved and set to work like a palworld mini boss.
I like occultism and studying jung and I'm basically a perpetual child. But in an effeminate though intimidatingly goth vibe way. I can taste my ascendendancy. It is only a matter of time before I am the new s**t and you and I can toy about in this hellscape called Ohio... or inversely... wherever you steam me off to.
I will be your stupid retarded ugly barbie doll and I will continue to type retarded things into my phone at 2am because I have no life into a dating site for emos that won't grow up.
We're all still 23 if we pretend right?
I want someone I can look vamp with and who will support my art and music.
The world is looking darker and dimmer and I need someone to uplift me and show me that the world isn't all trying to kill me and stifle me at every turn. I prefer dominant women and feminine androgynous males within the alternative goth/industrial/punk/wiccan etc. circles. Hopefully I can find someone for me someday.
Bandcamp: oadriax.bandcamp
Discord: neuedosis2
