Drowned in an ocean of doubt, regret and sadness, wanna rise to the surface again. Be able to breath and look clear into life and world. Having by my side you. You don't know that yet, but it will be happened on the right time. I will be better day by day.
A concious dreamer, lover, and passioned men in full color life. However a lonely one. A home musician and artist. Street-art is my therapy and work at the same time. I love activity, running, cycling, skateboarding, work out in general.
Have been writing music since 2008. At first it was Ebm, Industrial, Darkwave, DnB.. Then Dubstep, Witch-House, Trance, now it's mostly Psystep. Would like to DJ-ing again, but social anxiety about crowd is unlikely to allow me to do this. Clubs have become trigger.
2 years clean, living my best sober life. Feeling of the wind on the skin, morning dew on the leaves of flowers, reflection of the moon in the quiet waves of water. Now, every second of life has a tremendous value that I couldn't understand before. And I'm trying to catch that as much as I can now, and I thank to all forces that allowed me to be here now.
I would love every kind of woman, just who don't do anything harmful to health, who able to love life, being sensative and opened. Just be yourself, and I'll try my best.
