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38 - Straight

West Lothian, United Kingdom

Jul 14, 2024 13:27

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Would like to make some friend's. I like sending song lyrics and talking about randomness and memessss, i have insomnia and dont sleep much at night so im always up for a blether ಠﭛಠ

I am that voice inside your head
a lost soul looking for someone to help me find my way back.. Gorillaz & M83 are the soundtrack to my life, you know those days where you are just exhausted from the wonders of existence?
In a time of madness upheaval sadness loss and uncertainty I just want to be transported to another time.. Another place, where hope and happy memories exists.
To make me feel like I am something, like the whole world just stopped and stared for a moment. Like I'm floating through space and time, to feel the deep touch in my soul. My brains wired different, misunderstood, feelings thoughts and emotions, it comes with beauty, lightness, depth and a sense of what really matters to me. A feeling thats hard to describe, a sad melancholy harmony that fills my soul with resentment for the past. This modern love wastes me.
I think we take for granted the impact we can have on the the lives of others, you can change someone's time with just a few words or a simple action. You can change someones feelings in an instant.
Theres a thousand things i will never understand. Cause and effect, hyper fixation.. Crippling depression and self doubt. No words just melodies crashing into each other causing cosmic explosions to my ears.
Death doesn't feel like its an ominous event to be scared of, its just a part of life. Always feeling on edge, Insomnia driving me mad.. heaven knows im miserable now. I've been broken into a million pieces, you shouldn't drink poison just because your thirsty. Everyone i know goes away in the end ☹ when things are getting hard life isn't going to be as good as always.
I want to travel to that void to find my peace, to feel better and to find a better place.. I feel so lost and alone, no purpose no goal just stuck in a point in my life that i cant get out of. Scared my dreams will never come true, Scared of whats to come.. Its like a never ending cycle that i just can't break free form, my halo is slipping from my head around my neck and now it just feels like a noose.

You're tired of life. It hasnt been the same in a few years and you dont know whats wrong with you but maybe its because you have completely lost yourself? Your not you and everybody has noticed but hasnt said anything about it but then they say something such as "wheres the old you?" Your heart drops but then night comes, you listen to music and realize sleeping is the only way to escape your numb reality

That moment when you realize you meant nothing to someone who means alot to you

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To realize that all your life you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain - it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams, there's a monster at the end of it.

I wish heaven and rainbow bridge had visiting hours

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When a girl feels loved she glows, I just wish I could make someone feel that way 웃+유 ❦

Have you ever really wanted to talk to someone so much that you wish you could send a message directly to her head? Even just to say "do you know i feel it too.. Turn around and take my hand" ꨄ

Theres always a girl, theres always a lighthouse, theres always a city

If i can make even one person smile then I guess I'm doing something right ㋛

Ingredior in meus calceus quod vos mos agnosco

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off and pretend it's all ok?
Is there someone out there who feels just like me?

love music animals εїз nature walks watching the sunrise and hearing the birds collecting plushies pops and all sorts tattoos horrors comedy Studio Ghibli totoro family guy american dad bobs burgers
south park superstore Pokémon(favourite is mudkip) little misfortune Fran bow sally face the science of staying awake mario kart dayz paranormal Mr ballen what lurks beneath swamp dweller nukes top 5 cryptids zombies (>*-*)>
lofi girl randomness im a gamer. have ps5 Nintendo switch and raspberry pi.

My favourite bands are the gorillaz ●﹏● M83 Papa Roach oasis blur embrace Stereophonics Pompeya Röyksopp coldplay stone roses the verve linkin park lifehouse bmth Bob marley pantera ooyy Depeche Mode the who R.E.M led Zeppelin semisonic Radiohead lisa miskovsky lighthouse family NOTD a-ha Syd Matters pulp five finger death punch the smiths the prodigy all we are bloc party simple plan finch gojira Gerry cinnamon the music Tomas Skyldeberg m22 daughter Massive attack bag raiders poets of the fall pink floyd the rigs metallica shattersphere afi queens of the Stone age system of a down example alkaline trio asking alexandria knife party deftones the hu all trance music drum & base and many more.
My taste in music is all over the place. Depends on my mood and would be here all day if I was to list them all.

ZOMG im in love with jinx(arcane) got her tattooed on my arm (°◡°♡)☆
I have a twisted sense of humour so don't hold back. ╭m(◎◞◎)m╮

Ask for my discord & gamer tags if you are good working with clay gimme a shout.
I'd really love to find someone who could make some characters/figures for me

𝓽ꫝ𝓲𝘴 𝓲𝘴ꪀ𝓽 ꫀꪜꫀꪀ ꪑꪗ ᠻꪀꪖꪶ ᠻꪮ𝘳ꪑ.

I always thought the quickest way to a girls heart is through her ribcage (っ˘ڡ˘ς)

If you are just after money then would you kindly bite my รђเtє ︻┳═一 ٩(×̯×)۶ 𓂺

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