This month i owe my stream 5,000 push ups [4,400], sit ups[4,400], squats[4,100], and lateral raises[4,000]. [the commas are where im at rn working my way down from 5,000]
when im done with my work out counter ill be getting off this site
To be clear i dont like this dating site all that much.
just by looking at you i can see who youll be come if you work on yourself. lets become our best versions
i must overcome my pride and anger to be worthy of my creator i will not force anything i believe on anyone i just have to understand the development of each of us is our own story im not better than anyone even though i believe i am. all this can be taken away if i dont learn humility and balance my ego
Hello IM Albert i go by branded suicide im 31 a behavioral intervention therapist, and an avid vr painter
My style is techwear and some goth tees but id rather be in a tank top. i love the colors Neon Orange and Neon Green
i color block those colors with black and white. i love cold weather cuz i get to layer my outfits.
im a scorpio and im into theology and mythology i have christian values, i dont smoke or do drugs but i do have a drink here and there.
I work with children with autism and non verbal asd i love my career path. my goals are to buy my own house one day
i just got a new place but im leasing in kentucky with my best friend im excited to move. its a 3 bedroom 3 story house
i cant wait to decorate it its gunna look sick.
I just got my drivers license hella late in life but better late than never, im gunna deck out my car since its a beater but im getting a cyber truck as soon as i master personal loans and have an 850 credit score
i use to not like trans people but my best friend in vr is trans so im trying to just accept people for who they are.
Im personally invested in capitalism so i wouldnt change how society works cuz i learned how to play the game and holy f**k im kinda good at it so i wanna get it while the gettings good
my type of girl is someones whos values align with witch are basic christian morals and belives in god. i dont min a dark or spooky personality but i cant really alow satanic weather ideological or spiritual satanic mindset into my life because ever since i chose god life has been really working out for me
i am a nice person but im also a rude person. right now im trying to be less mean to people but also not overly nice
my hobbies are lifting weights playing yugioh makin gundam or waifu model kits playing vrchat painting drawing reading listening to audio books watching youtube streaming i wanna watch more movies with that special someone sofar i like horror the most, i also 3d model for vrchat
my favorite movie is ready player 1
im not all that big into music but my favorite is hyper pop DEKO STIM DAEGHO PROMTO are my top 4 artist i also like mia rodrigez night club ghost data and one true god i enjoy EDM and some metal as well
i like to write poetry but i havent doen it in a while
IM HELLA RESPONSINLE
credit scores are immaculate
good with creditcards
learning how to master loans
so then i can move on to car loans
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A poem to my ex listen to serendipity album higher power artist ptasinski
(baby will you be alright if i cant touch the sky
if i still wanna die if i have to lie just to get you by
mood no longer manic i cleared the static
i remember when life was tragic stuck in a panic
smiling threw the pain calmest in the rain
listening to rain drop flooding half my room i hope the rain stops
what a duality in my mind i was cold until your skin was touching mine
and i was fine alone most of the time but its alright been that way my whole entire life
so i tried not to cry
your dad thought me how to be a man
if only youd give me another chance
but i guess i ruined that and i dont know if i can win you back
im still sad cuz i know i can be a better man
my lungs no longer black cuz i quit smoking that
i worked so hard to gain your parents approval
i guess im glad i knew you and youll always be apart of me
i chose god to change my destiny and i still see you in my dreams
i dont think your haunting me i think you help me take responsibility
for my reality
so i fight this deppression and i look at what we had as a lesson
and i hope god sends you a blessing love threw another conection to rid you of your depression
im so sorry i created a black hole inside your heart i tried hard to pick up the pieces as your world fell apart
losing your father was a tragidy and i cant change that reality but im glad i met you i hope you have someone to sit next to
im sorry i left you sad and alone hours on the phone if only you could see how much ive grown
if i dont ever win you back i understand
if i dont win you back please find another man
if cant win you back i i understand
and if i cant win you back please find another man)
bravery in side my mind just to feel alright
bravery in side my mind just to get me by
bravery in side my mind and thats just fine
bravery inside my mind as the 2 sides colide
bravery inside my mind baby will you be alright
bravery inside my mind can i touch the sky
bravery inside my mind if i still wanna die
bravery inside my mind if i have to lie
bravery inside my mind just to get you by
(A note from me to me: CRINGE WTF IS THIS s**t)
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I'll see the season now, I'll say good bye to California's sun. A little apprehensive as they said cuz I won't know no one. Headed to cleaner air, I hope the weather's fair. First time on a flight so I'll admit I'm a little scared. Her mom said to get a drink if I over think I'll be on some sleeping pills so I ll say good night before I fall asleep. I hope I don't have some nightmares night terrors I'm not afraid to admit when im scare and baby I'm not trying to run I'm just getting older so who's gunna take care of you in your old age if i cant get this done.
It's a 3 level house, when she looks and me i want her think I'm happy I found you I'm so happy that I found you. I want her to be happy and trust that it's love and not lust I want her to be happy cuz I'll be happier than when it was before I found you.
