WANTINGTOSHOWWHOIAM

Well, First off my mom passed away of breast cancer two weeks after I turned eight years old and my dad beat her and always threw us out of the house with no money and no food so we stayed on the street until mom went to apologize(for nothing) and then after she passed away I went to live with my dad but he was always high and so my sister took me from him and one day my dads drug dealer called my sister and left a message saying " you dirty little scum bag tell your dad if he don't pay me by tomorrow and 12:00 he's a dead man! I'm gonna come kill you your dad your sister and your baby brother(he was only 10 months old) my sister got scared and called my grandmother and told her everything and my gram called the cops so him an my dad was arrested and I went to live with my gram and step grandfather and when my gram died my aunt and my uncle couldn't take me so I went to my first foster home and they didn't like how I always ran away and they said they were kicking me out at 15 and I ended up having to pack up my stuff and go I got into drugs and and drinking that's when I found Alex he was the best guy I ever met(he was 17) but a bunch of the other guts that hated him for being different jumped him and then he got loose and started to run away put one of them pulled out a gun and shot him dead...so now I'm with a new family they are strict but i love them and they love me they treat me so good and I'm very happy here but I miss alex so much and I'm trying to find someone like him to live me the way he did.