Newly disabled - that's quite excitng, I can walk, but not really at a GCSE level right now and realistically it's not going to improve... well - realistically, I'm going to get my foot amputated at some stage - that's pretty \m/ though right? Kinda like a piercing but more extreme...
Dark humour welcome - my penis still works - at least it did this morning. Pisces, sadly not Iscariot, but it's meaningless anyway...
Favourite serial Killer: Edmund Kemper - subject to change ~ on a whim, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps...
Omnivore, yet oddly monastic/straight-edge, aside from when I'm not... Health is important, so is indulgence and r/n~r.
Unable to discern if this is some kind of broken... dregs of society social experiment or...
Linkin Park/chav-rock is a deal breaker on an intellectual basis - I am that much of a snob about it, easier in the long and short term though. Currently listening to a bunch of drone/noise - Skullflower
https://skullflower.bandcamp.com/
Specifically- is good
https://skullflower.bandcamp.com/album/obsidian-shaking-codex
I'm still very much in a quandry over the music listings anyway: I like Anthrax - well, yeah, but... early, up to and including "The Sound of White Noise", but "Stomp 442" just didn't work for me... and they're definitely dead to me now John Bush is gone, so... do I like Anthrax? Seriously, that Belladonna vocal in the current year???
Anathema? Sure, death-doom Anathema - 10/10, saw them like twice before they even had an album out, then they kicked out Darren White and - soft-rock Anathema really doesn't float my boat - Did see them opening for Bolt Thrower back in the day - Tufnell Dome. Paradise Lost...? upto an including "Shades of God" - got the 2nd album on "white label"/testpress and a bunch of signed photos (somewhere) although I do know exactly where the vinyl is, just not exactly where the photos are...
This is absolutely the crap that keeps me awake at night.
"Morning might never come round these parts..."
Does not want children, does not want your children.
"Antinatalist" is the word and the philosophy to google if you need "help" there...
I wouldn't force another being without choice into this world - some of us take consent seriously, having children is morally wrong.
Old, falling apart... cynical... stoner...
STR 8 DEX 14 CON 9 INT 18 WIS 14 CHA 16
Loosely musical.
Worked with "challenging behaviour". May have some challenging behavior of my own
There should probably be a Bukowski quote here... "I made this" it's Bukukakowski quotes - not game for the hint, but words are funny.
Just finally moved into my own place - near Oxford, life is hectic and I'm spending a lot of time decorating... Ideally I'll be sitting round getting stoned and appreciating my lovely music collection when all the work is done. I probably looking for someone who's into vegging-out and watching weird movies of ((dark)ish) comedy - Partridge, Brass Eye, 15 Storeys - that sort of thing. I do go out and I have Oxford on my doorstep, so gigs! My mates are old, boring and breeding, so they don't tend to venture beyond "the pub", I'm definitely up for going to places beyond "the pub".
Life got in the way, I got surprise blood clots - not the house-warming gift I was after, Atrial Fibrulation > emergency surgery > Sepsis > Sepsis again lol > gonna lose the foot/might not lose the foot > welcome to a life of constant pain not-lol > massive doses of Gabapentin give me windy-pops > still at an age I find this hilarious (mostly). Epilepsy meds for nerve damage may, perhaps, eventually work in the interim I'll pee into the gale and laugh in the face of splashback... It's been a rough ride, can I have a cuddle?
Currently infatuated with AI - "Gone virtually 2d with the jaded, listless appetite" to boot...
https://deepdreamgenerator.com/u/wulfgold
