how my cycle is going now
someone sends me msg>> i open it>> telling me how beautiful i am then asks me for my #, snap whatever>> we chat >> i get deleted for no reason, no arguing nothing>>he just deleted, no words nothing>> wonders what I did wrong>> gets a resentment toward guys>> single because i dont know why, I put all my effort to be nice and s**t>>I dont get why i get told im cute and whatever and no one wants to be my friend>>all I receive is damn sexual messages which I feel more resentment toward guys, i dont get told nice things>> wonders how i look because im treated bad>>gets in a cycle of extreme sadness>>I'm stuck in a f**king loop
i guess guys have became extreme gay, they dont want have a friend girl or in that case they tell me how good looking i am, according to them and yet i get blocked, explain that s**t to me. A guy blocking a female , must suck d**k I guess. AND I HATE dead end conversations where you just say "ok, nothing, nothing much, same here" like if you dont want talk why bother me?!
You say I'm so beautiful and blah blah that then I end up in your block list. That's where I belong , in your blocked list..
I dont get what you guys really want! I am not handicapped or have disabilites, or limbless or take meds, im in full health and you still SEND ME TO YOUR f**kING BLOCK LIST!
i do read your messages but i dont trust you anymore, like why you ask me for my socials or phone if you just leave me hanging, you guys are confusing as f**k, like ENOUGH ALREADY!!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE OK? I GIVE UP, i hate men it affected me, you are all the same and ask the same rude questions. I seen some ugly ass dudes and still they have the audacity to block females, like what, you scared we going to harass you? like ok "princess". Its a shame guys have balls and d*** as an ornament and you still have the audacity to block delete females, literally you guys are gay
Whenever I hear those words "send me your number, send me your snapchat" I get triggered, it's a f**king trap.
I'm not here to meet friends anymore, this is just a message. I had no idea guys are this arrogant
I dont think i bring happiness in anyones life, getting suicidal. I hate guys and their "mind games"
Also i dont know what to say anymore ok? I give up. I still get ignored anyway ,f**k you, you bunch of faggots. Im fed up, I changed and become rude, i never encountered anyone that treats me fine
I will never give out my number again , thanks to all of you
its the last time i give out my socials because its taking a toll on me that i cant make friends, im actually scared of what to say because i get blocked, if i dont say anything i get blocked, , if i add someone on my socials i still get blocked,even if i have a conversation i still get blocked.. this is giving me anxiety, what should I do, are you guys really that self centered????? somehow i dont have friends and i cant make friends, im f**king tired of getting phone numbers and at the last minute i have to delete them because i get ghosted
