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Fine, I'll put a damn picture of me up...
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----------------------------It's been over 18 years now, and whenever I try to get a girlfriend, it always seems to **** up at the last minute, and I get excuses like "I'm not ready to date" or "I'm not sure if I like you that much". I expect to get rejected but it happens every time and it's just starting to annoy me. So much so that I find myself just not liking girls anymore. This doesn't mean I will not go for girls at all, I mean, if I find a decent girl then thats even better heh.
So I've decided to try my luck with guys, I have never really been gay, but over the years I've started getting complex feelings for guys and other weird thoughts. I remember a time when the thought of kissing a guy made me nauseous, but now it's something I really want to try heh.
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About me:
I'm a very intelligent person, too smart for my own good as some put it, but I try to balance it with a sense of humor, I like to have a good laugh and hopefully make others laugh too.
I come off as a little brash or rude sometimes, but I honestly don't mean to, I try my hardest to be as kind as I can, whenever I can.
I'm a bit shy at first and tend not to be the one to start the conversation, but recently that has become much easier for me and I am more confident with myself.
I can be an aggressive person, but only to those deserving of it, I'm not the sort of person who will just lash out at others for "Looking at me funny" or something, but if it is needed then I will get violent.
Stuff I like:
I like to write and create things, getting my dreams down on paper is always a good practice for me, I see myself as pretty good with creative writing.
I'm also a fan of gaming because I suppose I'm a bit of a nerd when it comes down to it, seeing that I'm doing an I.T course and I make games in my spare time.
I love walking, I'm generally a lazy guy sometimes but I walk about 5 miles every day, and I enjoy it now.
Rugby is also on my like list, but sadly I haven't been able to play for a while.
What I hope for:
Someone to read through this profile
.I always wanted to be a games designer, as it allows me to create things that others can enjoy. The way I'm going now, I should be able to reach that goal of mine.
Obligatory favourite movie/music list:
"Oldboy" is one of my favourite movies, along with anything done by either Guy Ritchie or Quentin Tarantino.
Upon seeing me, you'd probably expect me to be into heavy metal and stuff, and though I am a fan of music like that, it is not my favourite, I do like a wide variety of music and I can't really specify what it is that I like, as lots of music is awesome!
Dating specific stuff:
I may have a creepy and cold exterior, but behind that I'm a really nice, friendly person... But further behind that I still retain my dominance, so I'm definitely a giver (Trying my best not to sound pervy here hah...)
It would be nice to find an effeminate guy, I feel that our personalities would fit well together and things might just work out for once.
