

Humans rejected me, thus I rejected humanity back. But I chose to study humans and their behavior hoping too understand humans and their personality. But in the end I chose to love a devil.
I think I've my eyes set on someone but you know this is a seaplane that's for sure! Favorite movies are The Hunger Games. Tim Burton. Some Harry Potter movies and the Goblet of Fire rules all the final series suck. Also some Star Wars are good. Love snacking on movie butter or extra butter popcorn. Sugar free lemon disk those are the best from the dollar store. Or anything minty! I will also not add too your follower count. If you sit there and not message me after I add you or you added me I will delete you. I know a πΈ hoarder when I see one. Also for guys that do heart emojis right off the bat or start doing weird emojis when we first talk you would be blocked. I will state this over and over on my profile if you don't want to read my profile then I will not talk to you. It's also not hard to click on more photos and see a 1 on a comment. Also for some reason my iPhone SE ver 2 stretches out this place and text is hard to read hence why I left my contacts on my page. Also this might gross people out but I eat beans and canned meat and frozen stuff and things like that due to me liking to eat three or four times a day I can't afford such luxury of home cooking. I also have no interest in cooking either. I might burn the house down hell I got distracted once and burned a grilled cheese. Also yes beans are cheap these Van Camps are 74 cents at Walmart I do want to try their house brand as that's several cents cheaper than that and I can have BEANS BEANS BEANS BEANS ALL THE TIME and also house brand from the own store itself isn't bad some off-brand dupes are better than name brand! but I guess that's better than killing yourself with sodium count of ramen noodles? Even if you use half of the packet still an over kill. I also love strawberry shakes just not pieces of strawberries in them!
What I really donΒ΄t like:
Tons of things
WhatΒ΄s most important for me:
People respecting my views as a mother you either treat me with respect and don't ask for n-u-d-es or talk s-e-x-u-a-l to me. I know single parents get treated like dirt but I will not have that treatment and you read my profile!
What I always wanted to tell the world:
Your ego that small where you've too bully and harass someone because you feel so low of yourself that you've to make fun of someone that has flaws that there is no cure for or the surgery has a low success rate or he or she was born with? If so I hate to take off your mighty perch or roost you little $hit. Because my roost is bigger than yours and I'm not going to let people stomp on me any longer.
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Keep in mind before messaging me before you waste your time with me and that is are you going to message me any of the following when the first thing you wake up you've too tell me you've a hard every single day when you wake up? If you plan on doing that then don't continue reading this then because I don't care! No I really don't! I also don't care about talking about your d-ck either which some men want to have a conversation about. Why do you men act like you're starting puberty again from high school? LMAO. Also if you're feeling any kind of discomfort or anything like that then I best you go see a physician that can help you in that area because I don't know what else you would want me to do for you because I won't. Also if you're the type of man that will tell anyone women oh I send nu-des if asked. Do you not even think about your self worth? Or self value? Oh I forgot people don't anymore! That would also suck major A$$ if that so said person you sent your nu-de photo leaked that on the internet if you pissed her off anyways if you can't respect my morals and my modesty and how I self reflect myself as a single parent then don't waste my time and with that said I suggest you need to sign up for a website for s-e-x only because trust me I'm sure tons of dating companies make stuff for horny men 24/7!
Also you might think do you complain to people? Well the only time I do is because I've zero pain tolerance once so ever and due to my bowlegged joints some days out of random the joints hurt and IF someone is ASKING HOW I'M DOING. I will answer HONESTLY. But I won't just message someone out of the blue and start whining and complaining that's for sure
* This is my autobiography etc you will learn about me here * you can ask questions about my autobiography after done reading but I will not answer deep personal questions about my physical blog etc *
* If anyone wants to see my Animal Crossing wish list ask. For people that don't know but have the new game you can download this app not sure if it's official or fan made but you can create different kinds of wish list and share them. Also you can save what kind of fossils you've collected, bugs, fish, art and diving sea creature and many more cool features the app has and the app is free! Neat app my sis showed me. Anyways let's move on.
* Will never force someone to read this in one sitting this is something that if you've free time when you get off work or off days. You can take a week to read this. Or two weeks. I've just gotten blocked just for ASKING to read these. I never enforced anyone * I just asked a question and I got blocked like WTF? If you do read my blogs let me know what you think of my spiritual writing. Please don't comment about the grammar or spelling mistakes. I'm not asking of that. I'm talking about the over all vibe or what do you understand from the story.
* Save what you want on your tab of your phone or computer or laptop. I don't care.
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I meditated on this and for some reason I feel like I should leave this as is?
Even though he was gone from here or yester-year I thought could the wolf grow fangs of darkness and the light? But even so he would remain the darkness that cloaked the midnight. But I even thought of yester-year I would if I could hold the knife up to you and combat you and call that love? But you see I always hold the knife to myself and I held the knife at myself but I really held the knife to the demon's beast mask. Because self liberation is the one of self goals just like the chessman you see. I wonder how many times I see myself on a throne with closed eyes dreaming of paradise and you mother. But the way I destroy myself and others is just like a pile underneath me. I'm self obsessed with myself and destroying myself. It's beautiful and I can't deny anything because I've yet to refuse self denial of one's existence but you see like the chessman says ''I can't lose I must empress the Queen even if she needs to be used'' because that is just reality dumping pawns right before the very feet of the King and perhaps the Queen steps on the pawns. But the rook you see the hidden archer but do I self target others that are close friends or a lover of mine? Or do I self target myself liberation? I can't help but to see the end without you. Toxic miasmatic love. The enthralling way of enchantment for me. Just like the spine of the bishop the most important one that should be kept true ''hidden on the bishop's blade'' because that blade is me and I hide myself with that blade. A damned snake he told me if I could hear one more thing in life is the eaten roots of the Yggdrasil Tree the screams and the roar of the serpentine. Because you see water is where I thrive where the raven drowns the feathers in a fragile state and all all I can think about is pulling out the rook in the drowned feather's of the magi's crest the ''raven'' the last of the falling eyes of the rain and the shore as the wolf jaws open and the half grown serpentine's tongue. As I hold the rook with my paws I stare at a gaze and hoping the mother snake will notice me. You see I don't care because all I want is a checkmate for myself but I understand in life I want to be drowned in you and consumed in alchemy. But you see it's just like a white hare anything can be stained ''black'' even if life isn't beautiful to me but you see what is beautiful to me is pawns just like small daggers always being held behind and twisted and holding the knife close to someone. I see myself as a unit as I always have. Self combating. That combat is destroying myself but you see mother what if I hit checkmate last? Then the bishop falls on the Yggdrasil Tree branch....fragile self and arms and spider like fingers the drowned raven looks at the Yggdrasil Tree. I'll turn you black just like my hue is black but perhaps.....checkmate isn't for certain....
* This is more hints and tips about what I look for in a relationship if my blog wasn't a good general idea etc.
I like being courted and unusual way. I'm sort of old fashioned. I would like someone that is into me into dating would give me a token that symbolize our relationship. I think this is very symbolic and traditional on how I like things just like burning and purifying the diseased people on a stake and offered in a demon wisp box. I like things like the olden wolf ways and how I was raised by Loki and Mother. I believe having a inexpensive item that shows what you think about your partner is very symbolic and your partner will always be with you.
I'm not looking for a full on 24/7 physical or s-e-x-u-a-l relationship. I don't date for fame or social status or how much income you make. Also I'm really shocked about women these days apparently from a few profile accounts I read height matters? Like why? As a female myself I can't understand that logic @ all.
* Pro tip I also don't understand this Onlyfan $hit either as a female. Like the first thing a female things about joining a social media or a dating platform. Oh $hit gotta post my OnlyFan account. Like ? I don't understand man I really don't. Also I will state this again even if we're dating I will not send you a n-u-d-e I stand by my modest attitude and appearance and my motherly wolf duties.
I'm not being s-exist either when I type this. I prefer the male to tell me that he wants to date me as I don't want to cross any emotional boundaries as I like to be respectful and just wait for the male to tell me his feelings. I know this might seem like a s-exist feminist to say but I just don't like bothering people or crossing boundaries so I'm not expecting you to understand.
* Pro tip after doing some searching I understand now why I do this and half the reason is because I got rejected many times or the person I confessed my feelings too said ''he found someone better than me'' so I kind of shunned myself from asking so you can say the reason above this text speech this is the other portion etc.
And I also like matching shampoo and conditioner and body wash and a hair brush because that makes you feel closer to your companion and I even got told I was weird for this....not often but a few times etc.
* Pro tip I will never ask someone to match my hair color because I dye my hair black and I know many men would say hell no if there hair is a gorgeous red shade or gingi shade or a lovely shade of brown etc.