I'm a 50 year old married cis male, who's always had an intense attraction to alternative minded women - and people in general for that matter. For years I've been attracted to women who identify as lesbian, or alternative. I'm a cerebral type, intelligent, very open minded, interested in many things, and always seeking to understand human nature... what separates us, and what connects us.
I'd love to meet a woman who identifies as straight or lesbian, who shares a similar outlook on life. I have a hunger to experience things that I simply can't in my current relationship. It's unfortunate that some people can't understand or accept others who want to explore other alternatives to s*x, and life.
I don't have the typical male "lesbian" fantasy. Through experience, I've realized that for some reason, I tend to gravitate to women who aren't typical, or may be gay, or alternative. There's an open mindedness and an emotional maturity that I find incredibly attractive. As much as I want the sexual experience, I need to feel connected to a person's mind, their wants, needs, desires are probably more important to me than my own.
I love to please and spoil - probably more than I like to receive. There's a voyeuristic part of me that gets hyper excited at at another person's pleasure. I'm not selfish in the least, and I'm not looking for a quick fix.
I want a FWB, but someone with a mind and a soul. Someone who wants to exchange their inner most desires, fantasies. I want to feel that someone is looking through me, and I them. I want a deeper connection, to feel physically and emotionally naked together.
