I'm sorry comrade and I tried holding two daggers beside you back to back but those daggers were fangs and with those emotions destruction and festering emotions there was venom. I can't fight like this comrade. I'm sorry I can't go on comrade. I'm sorry I failed at ''battle''.
You see comrade my life is war I choose to fight a battle that is eternal. I'm howling and defensive the fangs are coming alive the vessel is cracking. You see comrade I'm not who you think I'm. I'm severely suffering.
Am I too destructive? Sorry that I'm darling.
I tried loving you but I ended up destroying you and all my emotions I had within myself.
I tried being your friend but I ended up gifting you emotional festering deep bomb flares.
As you can see darling and dear friend I can't even handle my own vessel.
I'm out of control darling and dear friend. But won't you stay by my side comrade?
So why am I here? I don't even know really. All I know is good luck being my friend because I can't control my emotions and that's where things end up as a flat note on that one unfortunately I've ruined one friendship because I almost gave that person a bomb of my deep festering emotions and that didn't end up so hot either. I also came out and opened up my love feelings towards a certain someone but I ended up very chomp chomp chomp chomp and my oh my was that a disaster. Now everyone has left me and don't want to talk to me but that's my own fault I already know and self awareness takes years and years to hone and master + not only that I don't like throwing people underneath the bus 100 percent. However if you wish to be my friend hit my DM's elsewhere. I know this is amusing I signed up for Emo U.K. website which is Rarepickmysteryitem + you don't need to be logged in too view this and I know you're dying inside that I signed up for something like that LMAO and oh! I forgot my Insta is sleepydreamwolf and I guess you can come haunt me or follow me. Anyways are you asking why? Because I think that's extreme funny loopy website and why U.K.? Why not Emo around the world? Well that's complex. However this website is loopy you can't even post links on here? Why is that? I'm not going to ask anymore because I shouldn't ask myself stuff either on that final flat note.
Everything is true on what you see on Emo U.K. website but a few things I'm iffy on RS I play like two or three hours a day but the idealistic thing is I want someone to help me make a clan just for grins and giggles I want to make a spiritual clan or a clan with wolves as the title sense the only top tier clan of wolves is you can't cuss in their clan and you've to fill out a application? That's crazy lmao. I know this might sound like a hookup of someone buy me membership but nah that's not the case I'm not paying $11 a month for membership because the prices went up three times already so nope I'm out if you want me to play with you the final note is I'm not budging at all!
But the funny thing is RS has raised their prices three times....and is also wanting people to pay for membership to change their username. Quite greedy don't you think eh?
Anyways feel free to add me if you want. My username is WindyWhips and I don't come on often I try to come on a hour and a half or two and I often try to come on afternoon and evening and before bed at 4:30 a.m. and well I stay up till 5 a.m. sometimes or later but I just like to go do something else besides RS LMAO. If you want I will add you to my clan if you want but yeah that's all the online video games I play on my laptop and I've a Asus Vivobook Max so don't expect much of anything LMAO.
And what I mean by that is all my links on there is updated and true and you can post links and I feel really skik today and skik of myself you can find me at SendMeBoyLove666 anyways do what you want. Anyways I'm quite bitter today but what's new eh?
+ everything has been edited down towards a flat note T and you know if you skimmed my profile then you don't have the right to know me and I will automatically discard you oh wait there I go again. Ha this is the reason why I can't make friends at all! Because of my emotional and bombshell problems and oh shall I say I almost hate everything? LMAO
Oh yeah did you know I like pink and gray and yellow in chevron or color block print?
I do like opening blind mystery bags as well I'm childish as heck. Sue me. I'm done like so done with the Fingerlings but the funny thing is why is there a tramp stamp on the behind? But anyways the funny thing is even getting blind bags at the Dollar Store when you're broke is quite happiness and satisfying no? This is the last time you will see me on here I swear! But wait there is more!
Favorite top anime of all time
- The Morose Mononokean
- Servamp
And what about the rest? Well on Emo U.K. you can have gif images and regular images so you can figure out the rest yourself but I might do this or I just might not LMAO. You know sort of like me giving you my whole life lesson because you know this way you can take the ticket with you or you can just end up taking the ticket and leaving. Kinda works right? Nobody and their precious time isn't wasted. I decided in this lifetime of a vessel that things shouldn't be wasted in life and I should at least hand everything as if myself as a interview. Ha 100 percent fired my darling! Sweet sweet sweet suicide darling + just you and I.
One of the worst anime shows I've ever seen
- Akame Ga Kill!
- Guilty Crown
- Shinsekai Yori + this is extremely disturbing followed by The Perfect insider
- Hyouka
- Hell Girl
- Kado
- Full on romance anime shows!
Odd anime
- Mouyou no Hanko
- Selector Spread
I know this is weird for anyone that thinks who this is but I deleted all my spiritual writing. Yei this is the time in my life that me and my spirits are done to impress others how I emotionally feel. I feel this should be private between me and my spirits something personal. But that won't change my cryptic and poetic self on the flat line note well not flat line because there is many colorful ''notes'' heh.
+ I should add as well I deleted all my selfies from laptop as I'm done and starting anew this isn't a goodbye towards my spiritual life or my spirits and so forth this is just anew start in life in the real world and in the spirit world with the same spirits I've had and my two spirit husbands and my spirit pups. I've also come to a conclusion I will only be posting selfies every two or three months instead of one and I often post around that timeline and so on + nobody is special enough for me to post constantly on Insta LMAO + I'm very anti social media I only have 3 apps on my phone that are social LMAO. I will not send you a selfie weekly unless you're my boyfriend but sense you read the top half of my profile I'm not interested in one right now because of what happened recently and so on.
I think that's all I've to say or post. I swear again on this vessel this is the last time you will hear about me! I just decided that I should give everything my final exit out on the ''stage'' can't leave y'all all hanging out alone right? Sorry darling I failed yea but I did love you deep down I really did.
But man why am I even making a sappy account already? I should've never bothered a reedited profile. I know next time I won't. Like opening my feelings out towards you out of love and delivering a bomb of emotions deep down and within.
+ Before this ends up as a wrap there is two things. One I'm not typing out a sappy breakup or a friendship deal + I'm just being poetic. Two I don't expect anyone to feel sorry for me or any kind of sympathy for me. I don't need people to look down at me and boo hoo them a gigantic river. This is simply out of kindness because I was not going to update anything about myself at all but this time I was like wait I should but next time no matter what there will not be an update. However you can think about what you want of this profile this however which way you want I guess and remember the eaist way to get in touch with me is either A find my contacts on Insta at sleepydreamwolf or find me a skik at SendMeBoyLove666 alright bye time to log into The World.
