HALF_TORN_TAROT9666

im shy and for quite a few years have spiraled inward....leaving evrything out and in in the same sorta sense confusions.....as well loss or gains....with friends and viewpoints....old family or new..admitidlly i know the poison and the cure in same innoncence as finding or lossing so vaguely suspect i can help another heal similiar such perhaps fom tottally different...so enough repaste and back to small begginings...am shy by nature asides needing a certain sense of solitude within a partner...i do know where to build than to let scorpio side sorta mentally figure out...i tend to travel a lot in short bursts of needs wether are there or are naught...and can likjely if wonder tell you about most capitals within the us from new orleans to dallas,austin,florida,on and on with veiwpoints within all and description sadly a lot of capitals feel like ghost towns and wierd me out leaving strong urge to try europe would be more than lovely to sorta carpet bag travel with another..interests...tend to flow alongside with,cmentaries,candles,oldergraveyards,strong passion for writing tho oft hard for another to find the depths in my sorta skinny pupp style of broken fragment structures and self views where i just assume one can understand the spot id felt seen or would describe,some light ****** but hate pain or giving the self sense of pain and is more to heighten than to withdraw,kink in general,a want to explore black and white photo shoots in where i like to wander such as abandoned buildings and industrial sites,oceans at night,forrests at night,cities with lots of alley ways,old photo books and emphereal in general,sleeper studies tho only have found ivan pavel in this,old occult books,dark clothes,music ranging from small operretas(female leads,classical solos or concerrtos,rivethead,aggrotech,french new wave,grind,techno grind,and of course ever since found most old school goth,drawing in fine point scratchy inks,sleeping in past 11am,enwrapping the day away with someone,on and on,i tend to find sorta more beauty in another person in a sureal daliesque way where secret scars or self thoughts of mar inside or outside ans magnetic as stark beauty tho dont try to heal or say of if is felt strange just sorta do automatically and naught want to confuse a partner of such but grow or wader past if wanted and probably am oppisite somehow inside as a well...enough tho as seems close to babble so shall halt...such...