Lost in a river of thought.
An eternity I wandered the plains of my own mind.
In the desert finally I stumbled.
And there I drowned.
Finally I'm starting too awaken. Rousing from a timeless slumber.
I know now what it is I seek...
That true passion that devours me. Which for so long I refuse too heed
The Dark Goddess, is who I seek.
Too whom my maiden soul I offer thee.
A virgin's flesh for You too feast.
A sacrifice too honor Thee.
And if You'd deign too collar me.
And bind me too Your sovereignty.
Dread Monarch this I promise Thee.
I shall serve You for eternity.
Free'd in chains of slavery.
My Gracious Queen I vow too thee.
(I'm also a lot less pretentious and/or dark then you might think!)
Some keywords too help classify me^^
Socially anxious introvert
JRPG-Enthousiast
Creative weirdo
Random historical factoid knowerof
Part-time mystical philosopher
***** Submissive
I'm a classic example of schizoid personality. Which I suppose can best be understood as having multiple minds within a single personality🤔
A rather inadequate description still I fear, but the least inadequate I can come up with.
On the surface I'm cold and somewhat indifferent. Underneath which I'm a raging inferno of emotions.
I'm invariably of two (or more) minds - holding two mutually exclusive thoughts at the same time both equally true.
A paradoxical superposition of different states🤔
Not something like multiple personalities which come out at different times.
But a single personality derived from mediation between various extreme opposites.
Writing it down like that does make me think I might have issues🤔
Fortunately for me, I do quite enjoy this state of mind others seem too consider hellish😃
Gives one the ability too see things from every perspective rather then just one's own.
So you know... I'm deep and such and such...meh..
I also like collars a lot😀
