I allways wanted only to live in accord with the promptings which come from my true self, the calls from the inside...which pours out of my heart, my soul...
Well, than can get quite difficult (and dangerous) sometimes...
I do not consider myself less ignorant than most people. I have been and still am a seeker (and dreamer!) but I have ceased to question stars and everything....
I think (/hope) there is good and reason in us human beings, with whom fortune plays, and we can be stronger than easily rely on fate, if only for a few hours... And we can draw close to one another in times of need, understand and love one another, comfort each other. And sometimes, when the black depths are silent, we can do even more. We can then be gods for moments, stretch out and create things which were not there before and which, when they are created, continue to live without us...
but I do not give up! I wanna live.NOW! Still so much hunger/lust for life, SO curious..
what else?
I am strongly affected and dominated by music. Music takes possession of your strength and all emotions, and during the time it lives in you, it effaces all that is fortuitous, evil, coarse and sad in you; it brings the world into harmony with you, it makes a lot of burdens/bulls**t light and gives wings to the depressed spirits...or thoughts, tho even after all I am not depressed, well sweet melancholy/ a blues from time to time, but I think we all get this from time to time
It's not that I am having a choice, than to stay positive! Head up, mind open, trying to be aware and trying to keep the heart strong!