Please....if you are wanting to connect here take the time to introduce you self to me and share why you want to connect before sending a friend request. I'm just going to send you a message asking you to do just that. Also....no profile or just genitalia pictures then I'll be passing by and not responding or accepting.
"I say believe what you want, because no matter what you do, cut everything up, burn it all down, you're in the path of something beyond your control." - from my favorite movie, Kissed
"What is, is what must be." - Lord Frith, Watership Down by Richard Adams
I am actually located in Manheim, PA - Lancaster County
Let me clear up the above stuff on my profile:
Hedonist - I enjoy pleasure for the sake of pleasure and seek it out in every aspect of life.
Heteroflexible - Mainly straight, but find certain women sexually attractive
Live the Lifestyle When I Can - I do not have the means nor ability to live the lifestyle 24/7 and it IS something more than bedroom activities for me
What I'm Looking For - I am always seeking lifelong lasting relationships with friends, lovers, etc. I am not ACTIVELY seeking play partners, but am of the mindset if something comes along and all parties are in agreement, then there are possibilities. I do not attend MANY events, but am always looking forward to trying out new events that might pertain to my specified interests. This also means I don't often do munches, parties, clubs, large events, etc.
The title I would pick, if I had to, would be Shamanatrix.
This title has been in the works for a few years over a period of discovery. I almost always incorporate some aspect of "altered states" in my play and witchery. Through substances (as simple as burning incense during a play session, or using pain to enter an altered state, to as detailed as being a "trip sitter".) These interactions almost always combine aspects of witchery, altered states, spirituality, and kink. I am generally the one providing this service and receive a sense of enhanced connection with spirit and those I involve myself with. It's rather difficult to put into words and I welcome conversation about it!
Now for the rest:
I have been involved within this lifestyle for all of my adult life; about 20 years of experiences; and as always, the journey has led me down many paths, and it is always ever changing.
I'm smart enough to know what i want and need, and open minded enough to know that I still have much to learn.
Above all else I enjoy pleasure for the sake of pleasure.
It can be situational and in relevance to the parties involved.
I have been on the submissive end of the spectrum for the majority of my involvement in the lifestyle. Some of my happiest times were when I was involved in a 24/7/live in/submissive/girlfriend/wife.
I have also experimented, and found a fondness, for the top end of the spectrum. This is usually just for "play" or fun. For me, it can almost be described as being a service top.
For me, the lifestyle is so much more than the physical. For me the mental and connection is more important than the physical.
I am NOT motivated or focused on s*x and physical play.
On the physical/kink side of things, the activities I enjoy, in time with someone, range from flogging, cell popping, sensation play, orgasm torture, deep thuddy play, and especially on the top side - tease and denial.
For non-kink interests...
I am a taphophile at heart and am genuinely intrigued by, obsessed with, addicted to, have a strong appreciation and respect for etc. all things regarding taphophilia, death, dead things, mourning, grieving, cemeteries, etc. These interests CAN and DO filter over into my kink life in varying degrees. Always happy to talk more in private about them.
I do have hobbies (addictions), inlcuding WoW (TaphNoir#1200), horror movies, industrial and metal music, bellydancing (to industrial and metal music), reading, coloring, enjoying nature, crocheting, playing various board/card games and am a VERY casual Magic: The Gathering player.
I have a strange sense of humor, use sarcasm as my second language and am a shining example of an introvert.
I'm also a hobbyist artist, mainly painting various whimsical things on stone, with a focus on dragon eyes.
I also have a few health ailments including Diabetes, Intracranial Hypertension, Borderline Personality Disorder, and am currently in remission from Ovarian Cancer as of 3/4/19.
All in all just looking for friends, interesting people, fellow Moonguardians, and other assorted weirdos....
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