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DAMIANCRUISE

38 - Straight

Chihuahua, Mexico

Mar 17, 2019 08:21

I'm a different man in an ordinary world: I always see myself different since I was a little kid, my appearance is unique and for some reason that I never knew, for a bunch of people I used to be a freak. I used to suffer bullying when I was a little child and when I was a teenage  but I believe they mess with me because ordinary people doesn't understand what mean to be different.

I born with genetic alterations, specially on my face. I used to be very shy and insecure, my face is red like a tomato, my classmates used to say bad jokes about my face and they laugh in front of me. I was very sad and depress I thinked that women will never love me for what I am. I used to cry so hard so many nights in silence. My parents always calm me down and clean my tears, they say until now everybody has a propose to be in this world. I grow up and suddenly I become a man, I discovered new abilities on me, for example I have empathy so strong with animals and persons, I have the special gift to see through the hearts, I can feel their emotions on my mind, It doesn't matter if is a male or female,even when I don't know anything  about them, I can understood them very well as we used to be old friends so many years ago. I also notice I have a very deep eye's looking, I can send any emotional message with my sight without saying any word, some people feel peace and other feel negative emotions like they belive that I actually  can read the secret of their minds, is a little bit funny and also disturbing at same time.

I like to drink coffee and tea or just a simple glass of water.
I don't drink alcohol, I don't smoke tabaco or consume drugs, I tasted it many years ago and I have to recognize that I feel bad about that, is not something that make me feel pround of my past.

My born nationality is mexican but my race is a true mystery, my appearance  looks mostly like a white man(Caucasian) but I'm not. I'm a mix of Caucasian  and Native American race. but that's not all, I have another  interesting genetic factor like the ability to heal myself more quickly compared with ordinary people, also I have high sensitive audition and sense of smell, My vision is average but curiously I can feel spiritual presence everywhere, good and evil, human and not human.(I say joking around with my family and friends that I'm a mutant like "the X-men" Marvel comics & movies in real life, but bald like Lord Voldemort from Harry Potter's book series & movies. My hair is black and straight, but I have a recessive genetic code of baldness and I lost the top of my hair since the 24's (did I mention before that I'm a bald man and love movies and books?) I'm taller than the avargre man(1.83 meters) and I'm strong and big. I see myself as fat, but I'm working to have a fit and slim body.

My native language is Spanish and I speak English quite well not perfect but I thing is good enough to handle myself. I understand and speak a little bit of this languages: Latin(ancient Rome), Italian language , Raramuri language (Native American from the south of Chihuahua) and Russian language .

And finally my usual deaily mood: Good sense of humor(mostly light and gentile), I'm a gentleman, I like to do anything for my woman for example open any door for her and listen any single word of her mouth, and talking about s*x I will not lie, I love it but I believe s*x is not everything in life.

I have a lot of mistakes as a normal person, and a dark past( If you want to know more about me, feel free to ask me by write me a message)