My life is all about channeling the spiritual energy that follows me around. Sometimes I tap into it, sometimes I keep that door closed. To this day, I don't really know if it's good or bad. (I've had my fair share of benevolent happenings, and hideous tragedies)
I consider myself to be a writer, whether it's sitting at the park with a notebook on a weekday afternoon, or in front of a keyboard with a bass in my lap late at night. I have a writer's mind throughout everything I do. I do music and art of all sorts, and I'm kind of too introverted for my own good. (I spend 99% of my time alone.)
I can be rather dark, but I'm sorta sweet. (?) I like serial killer documentaries, the paranormal, and a bunch of angry bands like Nadja and Angelic Process. But I'm also into a bunch of indie and classic rock, as well as lots of other genres.
I think the sort of feminine/intellectual vibe is important, too. I think little cutesy cherubs, and creepy dolls from the thrift store beside a vase of dead flowers can be really beautiful. (basically anything that weirds out the most extreme, macho metalheads is probably something I'm going to be into) It's the kind of aesthetic on the back of Tool or Nirvana albums. (it's a nineties kid aesthetic, I think)
On a lighter note, I've been a barista all my adult life, so I'm also obsessed with coffee and tea. I'd like to find someone creative, free-spirited, and slightly k!nky. Is that too much to ask for? (That's usually the type I match with anyway, so there!)
Youtube. doll of shadows