I talk far too much about myself lol.
I have a deep need for intellectual and artistic stimulation and growth. I'm not too keen on classifications but deduction tells me that being a 5w6 INTP Aquarius sun, Scorpio rising.. that i'm barely a human being and more so just an inaccessible thought-form tasked with soaking up all information until I can create some transcendent worldview. I think that's rather apt.
My tastes for art and hobbies are very fluid but I always get drawn back to transgressive, mystical, or just extreme and challenging things. When I'm not studying (nursing,) working (caregiving,) or doing my best to maintain the facade of a social presence, I'm experiencing art. I spend a great deal of my time watching and writing about film. Film is the outlet for my analytical pieces. I also free-write abstract and often angsty prose. I listen to a lot of different types of music and can get a bit nerdy about it. I also spend a great deal of time studying true crime, conspiracies, cults, psychosexuality, linguistics, and theology. I like finding out why people do what they do, especially pertaining to the darker, more challenging side of the human condition.
I like spending my time either in nature, or relaxing at home in the dark with some good mood music on or a nice atmospheric film. I'm not opposed to going to see plays, classical concerts, or visiting a museum/exhibition. I like urban exploring and night driving. I am pretty open to most experiences but I certainly do have a rather refined.. even boring taste for activities. I'm not much fun lol
I consider myself part of the ****/alt lifestyle community and have 5 years experience in a D/s relationship. I don't feel like yarning on about that here but if you're curious then go ahead and ask me. I'm not opposed to answering any question.
Some tags for my interests are as follows:
Film: Andrzej Zulawski, Shuuji Terayama, Konstantin Lopushanskij, Shinya Tsukamoto
Music: Current 93, Whitehouse, Jun Togawa, Grazhdanskaja Oborona, Deathspell Omega, This Heat, Blvck Ceiling, The Twilight Sad, Kate Bush, Prurient, Richard Dawson, Burial Hex, Sun City Girls
Art and Literature: Suehiro Maruo, Hideshi Hino, Peter Sotos, de Sade, Philip Best
I prefer animals over humans most of the time. I connect with them far easier. We don't need to speak to each other (even though I often do,) we are open with what we want without deceits, and we are satisfied with each others' company without need for community for the most part. If I could find a person that thinks in such a pure, primal way, such as myself.. that would be wonderful. Beyond that general concept, I would like someone to share my exploration with.. be it art, spirituality, sexuality, and even travel as literal exploration. I need someone just as curious and focused as I can be.
My preferences are dynamic. If I like you then I like you.
