HALFTORNTAROT909

Shy...dusty toxic glam...to all dark deathrocker...currntly residing in the vampire sunshine state of california...east bay(which is the less populated semi industrial area across the bay from san francisco)i travel a lot but thus far tend to always drift back here for stretches at a time...id just had lost a love from austria...and have finally rousted my sorta half shock haf lull mixed with depression to attempt to shake off the feeling i dont have inside anymore...but shant mention again as wont much matter and is sorta rude..anyso a brief repaste...id ran off from home around 16 and a half...never really looked back except in shards or small puieces with which ive dissected methodically many a time...from confusions of which moment or found pice is real or naught..might explain sometime as niwadays naught makes much sense and never have the moments part to actualize th theorm..im a scorpio so we tend to memorize things for reflect whenst alone tho i also just tend to hold that side in...i wiil sorta stop and gather a brief slice of self for yoyu...i collect a few things fossils..being one of the perhaps odd parts from some really intrect spaces of time..i actually have over thre eyes,two hearts..fingers bones intricate butterfly actuall upon some old old finger on and on my colection is kinda big..also i collect vampire films,books with drugs as the main theme,old old occult books,old german war photo books...and am attempting to gather old and semi moder books from russia of occults and also sleepers and have found but one by ivan pavol..a clincal science writer from the...i tend to write a bit and is scattered and sometimes fragmented...sorta like skinny puppy's music style lyrics...wise...im attempting to write all my nightmares a many dreams into a coheasive journal as well as my odd views of realties mergers with precense ina occult influences and the weave or tapisties such makes in imprints and flux flow a nd medium on my minds eye and natural views..i feel im empath but is like a sorta wandering into a one way all with a strange dead end..so is more sorta inhaled than exhaled and tends to confuse me in crowds..i dig..candles,darkness,oceans at night,forrests at night,industrial abbandoned buildings and areas to phot and explore,a wide varity of music from aggrotech ndustrial oldschool goth rivethead gregorian operrettas,,and classical solo pieces...i plan to travel a bit this summer as well......prudence