Other account is back, I won't be using this one anymore.
Some details about me in general, I'm extremely introvert and get super nervous when it comes to meeting new people or groups. I always get this anxiety like going on stage. I feel like a background character in a movie, and easily forgettable. I can get clingy and jealous most times because I don't want to lose anyone that I accepted into my life, but deep down, I know I'll lose them given enough time. I lead a life of solitude, don't go out, don't drink, don't smoke, and don't have any tattoos.
I see myself as average and bland, trying very hard to not stand out. But for someone special, I will show them I'm worth more than gold.
I'm very weird and can get strange but that's just me trying to be impressive. Variety is a big key to life. I also have PTSD, so when I'm quiet its because I'm having a flashback.
There's a lot more to me than hair. I just wish to talk to someone about life. I'm always looking for that special person.
I'm very discouraged when people only respond with one word or very short responses. So if you do that, I won't talk to you.
