I'm starting a new life in a new place (San Jo) but have no idea how to go about meeting the kind of people I can have around. I've lived on the wrong side of the road my whole life, I've lived s**t most people think is only for the movies. My life has been wasted up to this point but I'm working on finding myself again. Til just recently ive been in n out of custody constantly n I've spent most of my adult life behind a wall. I lost myself n I'm trying to rebuild myself into a functional person but its hard changing the damage this kind of life does to you. I just wanna find a cute lil rocker chick that's obscene but still a lady. Someone who is real about the way things are not sugarcoatin s**t all the time. Someone who can laugh at stupid s**t n seems mature but really isn't at all but not so much so that they're on some lil kid s**t. Cuz after I get comfortable with you n move past my initial social anxiety i do all kinds of stupid random s**t thats normally f**king hilarious. I like to laugh n I try to appreciate where I am today becuz I really shouldn't be here.