I have not smiled or slept in 7 months BC of family problems.. I'm tired of being used by guys that say there interested in me and they just stop talking to me.. I've been lied to and used and played and cheated on.... I've trusted soo many people but all they do is take my heart rip it out my chest mentally and play with it like trash... Maybe someone will be there and not do any of that to me. I've been throw through too much crap for childish guys