I am a Hollywood native, born and raised in the quagmire of “celebrityville.” My ethnic background is Italian, Egyptian, Polish, with a handful of smaller bloodlines mixed in. Currently I live over the hill away from distraction, but close enough to enjoy big city life.
I am an Occultist. This is where most who have read this far will either keep reading or move on. And that’s ok. This is a huge part of my life and I have a deep soulful need to fulfill my thirst for this knowledge. Ideally I'd love to someone involved in this path, or at the very least, interested and has a deep respect for ancient wisdom. I have been an obsessed student since before I was a teen. Astrology was the gate opener, and I have learned a great many paths from ancient religions, mythology, the LHP, RHP (though I do not subscribe to it) to ancient mysticisms and philosophies and many other esoteric studies. I am always willing to answer more questions about my interests on this path if you are curious. I guess if I HAD TO LABEL MYSELF, I would consider myself a solitary Practitioner, Hereditary Blood Witch, Sethian, Polytheistic Pagan, Herbalist, Dream Diviner, Elementalist, Astrology student, Astral Projector and overall Agent of Adversary.
I work in sales for the Adult Industry. Typical Hollywood story, right? I do love my career, however, I am college educated with a background in Biology. Originally I worked in the beauty industry, but money talks and…you know the adage.
Politically, I would say I align to the very left. I typically do not align with those who are right wing, conservative, dogmatic, doctrinal, unsympathetic, obtuse and uncaring. We are one race, and the effects we cause upon others is the consequence we reap for all of humanity through the macrocosm of human evolution and progress.
Personality and temperament wise, I am equal parts Goth, Bohemian, and Medusa. On the outside I look icy, but I am one of the most optimistic, carefree, and uninhibited people I’ve ever met. I do, however, face darker and more sinister aspects of myself on a regular basis. I love hard, kick butt, and take names. I am a passionate woman with a deep love for dogs as well as all animals.
I’m a tried and true big city girl. I love to travel and the nightlife. Live music is best. I grew upon metal (Dad), opera and disco (Mom), but I also love rock, jazz, reggae, country, classical and anything else I missed. I like any kind of festival: art, music, beer, whiskey, food, etc; farmers’ markets, and museums. I can easily relax indoors all weekend, though the weekend after may be packed plans to go out. Domestically, I enjoy listening to jazz on my record player, cooking, watching supernatural series’ on Netflix, reading actual books, interior design, collecting antique furniture, vintage art, and tattoos.
I am a people person and an intense extrovert. I am obsessed with all aspects of human nature. I work hard and play “not-so-hard” anymore! I say what I mean, mean what I say, say what I want, and do as I please. If I’m wrong, I apologize. I believe in self accountability, building inner strength, individuality, critical thinking, problem solving, spiritual evolution and consciousness development. I selectively eat meat but I love vegetarian and vegan food. Balance is the key to life.
Since the tattoos and also from my career experience, I am not really an outdoors person anymore, however I will go hiking but sadly this is the extent of my desire for the “outdoors.” I tend to hide from the sun, but I will venture to the beach regularly with my dogs as long as there is adequate shade. I go to the gym, run outside when it’s not 100 degrees, yoga, and Pilates regularly. Currently learning how to use weights at the gym, but it’s a little intimidating entering a testosterone filled room at the gym I must admit.
After a long stint of living the single life and many hours of inward searching, I realize I am ready for a relationship. I am ready for the opportunity when it comes, however, I would rather take things low and slow. I am not impulsive and won’t be backing up the U-Haul to your place. Ever. I like my space and also respect others’ space. I am self-sufficient and independent, and only require generosity with your time and energy.
I am looking for someone who is sophisticated but not pretentious. Someone who likes to eat exotic and fine food, will go to death metal shows (yes, I said death metal), can hang out at a local dive bar and binge on In N Out with me at midnight. I work well with typically someone who has a decent amount of inner strength and confidence to compete with mine. Someone who would say they love themselves. Someone who enjoys alone time but is focused on me when we’re enjoying time together. Someone who loves animals and traveling. Must love dogs! And lastly and most importantly, especially if you are involved in the GREAT WORK. Basically, I would like someone who can provide companionship and wants to experience and explore life together.
Xepera-Xeper-Xeperu
Pro omnis dominis viae sinistrae
