Well...I guess the only way to start to describe myself, is a walking contradiction... I wear only black or Grey really, but my favourite colour is Green, and I enjoy going outside in the daylight, and relaxing in nature...I wear a long black trenchcoat with buckles and straps galore from time to time, knee high leather combat boots from time to time, and black metal / corpsepaint makeup from time to time...I have a Tattoo on the top of my left hand, and plan to get many many more...I have my tongue and labret pierced as well...So despite the dark and evil gothic attire, I am actually quite the mellow and relaxed fellow. I love to wander forests, and I play an instrument called the Ocarina. Some of you might know it from the Zelda games...3...I'll touch base on that after.
I'm a big musical fiend...I always have to have music going, or tapping my feet to a beat...something. I could probably show you 50 bands in any genre you name, you don't know. I am a knowledge base for good music. Yes..Stereotypically, my favourite music is Metal. However; I listen to a wide variety from Classical, Folk, Celtic, International,Trance/Jungle,Reggae (old), The odd rap however not the typical "Smack my #$@$ pimp my ride, werd i'm a gangsta" crap...But there is some intelligent rap that exists...Which brings me to my next point...
Intelligence...This is one of the things I value most in a person. Even if you lack it at first, the will to learn, and the want and thirst for knowledge, is a major turn on for me. I can not stand the close minded people of today, believing anything you tell them blindly, following like sheep to a herd...
What I'm looking for:
Physically/Visually; I can honestly say I have a scene girl, and also a goth girl *****, plain and simple...All you alternative girls, win extra points just for being yourselves openly and proudly even if it means standing out. I've also got a thing for blondes, however not the valley girl "Like, oh my god!" type; I can't stand them...but to follow with the contradiction, I also love Brunettes, with long straight dark hair, and blue eyes. Now, I'm not shallow, but I believe firmly that physical attraction is a major part of anything serious...If you can't look at your partner and go "damn...how the hell did I get her..." and start to get a hard-on, odds are, you'll later on down the road be left unsatisfied and things will crash. Hard truth, but it's true...So please, Take no offense if I don't seem interested in you...It's probably nothing personal, I just know what I want, and will not settle for anything less...
Non-Physically: BRAINS...You must have intelligence! I do not neccessarily mean book-smarts, but Common Sense at the least...The rest can be taught. Your mind is just as s*xy to me if not moreso sometimes than anything else...Just like with bodies, your mind must appeal to me, and make me blush and smile as I think about you.
Notice to all: I do, have two children. Two daughters. They live in a different city, and I don't currently see them due to plainly put, having been #%#@%^ over in court. I'll be fighting for visitation rights soon enough though...but you need to know, I have kids, and don't want anymore right now. If you can't deal with that, move on; you aren't worth my time...
IF you've managed to read all this; it actually wasn't as long as I made it out to be, but it helps to weed out the ones who aren't truly interested...Thank you for reading, and I hope to talk soon!
P.S
Do women ever message men anymore? >.
