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SLEEPY SHINIGAMI

32 - Straight

NRW, Germany

Jan 27, 2026 21:29

I am Matti.

Living the quiet life.
•dogs
•reading and writing in cafés
•walking around water, forests & hilltops
I sleep a lot. Once awake, I'm a coffee vampire.

My attitude:
The world we live in is a paradox: Astonishingly beautiful & cruel beyond reason. I see three ways to deal with that:
1) Silently endure.
2) Flee into art/ activity
3) Take action for change.
Sadness is truth, self-pity performative. You're into complaining & fingerpointing? Be a ghost.

I personally dont understand political theatrics or many things people stress about. We live on a spinning rock drifting through black void. However you spend your blink of existence, it won't last. Nobody can change their nature. But a person who tries to be a flicker of light in the dark is remarkable to me.

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I'd appreciate a kind & witted soul to connect with. Since a good way for me leads through art, I just share works I enjoy. What are yours?

Aesthetics I admire:
🌑 Gothic, Neon Noir & Japanese Art (Sumi-E & Kintsugi) I feel drawn to Japanese Death Poems (Jisei) & Greek Mythology.

📖 Favorite Books
•The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
•Crime & Punishment by Fjodor Dostojewski
•White Nights by Fjodor Dostojewski
•The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson

🎧 Music I listen to:
•Trip Pop, Dark Pop & Alt Pop / R&B / Soul / Psychedelic Jazz / Classical Music/ Soundtracks /
Dark Techno & Darkwave

🎬 My Favorite Movies
Black Swan // Collateral (2004) // Schindlers List //
The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo (Fincher) // Whiplash //
Inglourious Basterds // Django Unchained // Sinners //
Troy (Directors Cut) // The Matrix // The Pianist // Ray //
Devils Advocate // Interstellar // The Dark Knight // Gladiator // Mad Max: Fury Road // John Wick Series // Casino Royale // Skyfall // Atomic Blonde // 8 Mile //
Thunderbolts // Shutter Island // Heat // The Departed // Law Abiding Citizen // Oppenheimer // Casablanca //
No Country For Old Men // The Lord Of The Rings // 2001: A Space Odyssey // The Intouchables (2011

💫 Soft Spot for Animation:
•I consider 'The Incredibles' a masterpiece.
"Fantasia" woke my love for classical music & "Who Framed Roger Rabbit" my first sense of cynicism. I enjoy 'Hercules' for Hades' epic tantrums. First two 'Shrek' movies are satire with heart. "Dinosaurs" is a gem.

💀 Favorite Comedians:💀
Ricky Gervais / Bill Burr / Jimmy Carr / Key & Peele

📺 My Taste in Shows
(Twisted ethics & deadly games)
Breaking Bad // Better Call Saul // Dexter // Black Mirror
// Squid Game // Westworld (S1+2) // The Boys
Also a ton of YouTube documentaries about everything.

🎮🖤 Games for Rainy Days 🎮🖤

•NieR: AUTOMATA
This philosophical gun ballet is one of my favorite titles.
Japanese Goth- Androids search for their meaning of existence - surrounded by a beautifully haunting musical score and a stylish cycle of dancery combat.

I Enjoy Killing Time With:
Cyberpunk 2077 // Hades // Pianista // Chess Ultra

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